Thank You

I was looking through some stuff of yours again.

And I remembered.

Those were some really great times.

I never had the chance to say this.

Thank you.

For allowing me to believe that dreams, they actually do come true.

Just maybe, it was a dream too late.

And I'm sorry I did what I did to you.

Then again, I'm glad we are how we are now.

Two different people.


ps: I got a little emo because I hate the fact that time has to go by that swiftly. I absolutely do not wish to go back. 1 more day.

All Over Again

It feels like I fell in love with my ex-boyfriend all over again. Like the sparks just flew all over again so instantly. The love rekindled. With Celine Dion's "All Coming Back To Me Now" playing in the air. I think about the times we spent together so much that I wasn't myself at all. I am all crazy again!

My ex-boyfriend just happens to be......Sailormoon!!!

LOL

I really have to thank Kelly for lending me her Sailormoon DVDs. Although it wasn't the exact full collection that I was hoping to get, but she had the 5th, final season, Sailorstars. I have not seen the final season before because it was never aired on tv, and I doubt it would ever be aired again because Sailormoon (it seems) is history, lame and only meant for girls. I understand its a shojo anime but even girls like shonen animes! GRrrrr... Is there any justice in the world? Sigh. And then I spent my whole week watching and watching, and downloading their songs. Oh my god, it is so good. I'm sorry I shan't (ever, I think) find another who shares the same passion for Sailormoon as much as I do, other than Kelly. LOL. And I'm glad that despite the fact we're both already in our 20s, Sailormoon is still hot in our socks babe! =D

Anyone, anyone please please please. If you ever happen to see a Sailormoon DVD on sale by the road, in pasar malams, in vcds and dvds shops, call me! Then get it for me! I'll pay you back! I promise :X eheehe..ok i'll pay you back. Original ones are easy to get. It's the pirated ones I'm after. Shoot me. They're really expensive ok, the original ones. Damn!

Naoko Takeuchi started writing them in 1992. The first BM translation reached Malaysian shores in 1996. Come to think of it, I don't quite remember how I was introduced to it. Gasp. I know, it is just destiny that we both met. LOL. Picked up my first book when I was in standard 5, which means it was year 1998 (if my calculations are right). Then tv3 was airing Sailormoon every Saturday morning, and I would take the time to tape them up (it used to be VCR LOL). I was such a fan that I even had my mum buy me a Sailormoon bag while we were holidaying in Haatyai * grins *. Plus, while at a mall shopping there, I saw this other really cute Sailormoon bag with a really cool tag of Sailormoon and I just plucked it out. HAHAHAH.. XD I collected all the comic books, I have them all in a row. I kept it from my mum that I used to sneak out of class to the school's bookshop to buy every new Sailormoon colouring book there was and I collected their erasers, stamps, letter sets etc etc. Phew! Now you know where all my money went =)


My favourite character, Sailormoon aka Usagi aka Princess Serenity aka Serena =)


Top row: Diana (cat) and Luna P, Sailorstar Fighter (love him/her!!), Princess Kakyu, Sailorstar Healer, Sailorstar Maker

2nd row fr top: Sailor Jupiter, Sailor Neptune, Sailor Uranus, Sailor Pluto

3rd row: Sailor Venus, Sailor Chibi Chibi, Tuxedo Mask!

Bottom 2nd row: Sailor Mars, Moon, Sailor Mercury and Luna (cat)

Last row: Sailor Chibimoon and Sailor Saturn

AHHHHH!!! Love them all!! The Sailormoon frenzy's back!

The End To A Beginning

Alas, the closing ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games 2008. It has been a spectacular ride, the past 16 days. Absolutely phenomenal. Stunning. Engaging. Inspiring. Brilliant. Depressing. Disappointing. Ok, period. You get the idea. I remembered my face being glued to the tv 24/7, no matter what the event was, no matter if I understood the rules of the game, no matter who's the last man standing on the winning podium and no matter if there was any hot guy or not. Ok, scratch that LOL.

Anyways, I still think artistic gymnastic was the best, then rhythmic gymnastic, then swimming, then synchronized swimming, then weightlifting (I like hearing them roar LOL), then diving and blah blah. Badminton is last on the list! Total garbage.

I was watching the closing ceremony last night and ahhh!! My David Beckham =) *melts* OOooOo and Lee Hom. Sigh. Plus, I am so looking forward to London's Olympics!




David David David!


I realized I haven't quite made a review on another important person yet. Another hearthrobe of mine. =P I don't think I need to say much anyway. An Olympic history. A historic feat. 8 golds. All in one bag. An official website of his own. My personal superhero, with a great bod to boot LOL I present to you,
MICHAEL PHELPS!


Enough said. To London, we go!! =D Counting down the 4 years that is to come. Geeez, I'm a graduate by then already. Scary. Anyway, London!


ps: I had a dream again. Rascal Flatts (another favourite of mine) came to school to perform! I was in front! Then, I couldn't see if it was either Jay, Joe, or Gary who invited me up to perform with them! *gasp*

Reminiscence

I was clearing up some stuff in my room yesterday noon. Things have been untouched for ages and the layers of dust have been piling up thick.

I still haven't dispose of my form 5 add maths tuition notes from Ms. Lee, my BM tuition notes from Aziz and all my A-levels notes. Oh, from long, long time ago. As I was flipping through those pages of terrifying maths that I used to do, I was just telling myself "damn, I've never done so much maths in my life". Going to Ms. Lee's tuition was exactly like having the whole Alps laid upon your shoulders. That was how much the workload was and I think, still is. And I remember I had no comrades with me while all others came in gangs. In other words, I was the black sheep. I don't know why no one from school went there since she's one of the best maths teacher you can ever find throughout my sunny island. This I guarantee. Her list of new students for next year starts 2 years before or so. Imagine fighting for a place just to listen to her and be dumped all sorts of maths papers and idiotic formulas at your face in a small little cosy house which you'd be often served with chocolates, cakes and drinks. The irony. Then again, thank you Ms. Lee for everything , otherwise I wouldn't have gotten that A =)

And then, Aziz's tuition. That was much more fun. I had Mei and Diana with me =D We'd be talking about how soon he'll get lung cancer from all those cigarettes. LOL. And how often he refuses to zip his pants. -_-

I opened my other cabinet and I found a photo album of my last break monitors camp in school. I realise I miss those moments so much. Blian, Melanie, Mei, Su Lin, Angel, KC, Pei Pei, Mei Fen, Li Tinh, Su Sien etc etc. Most of all, Miss Su. Despite me looking like a geek back then, these were some of the finest moments that I'll forever remember. You know they say that your high school friends are those that'll make an impact in your lives and they're the ones whom you'll never forget. =)

And then, last night, I watched badminton men singles final. It was hideous. It was disgraceful. Menacing. Lifeless. Unenergetic. Dead. Garbage-like. Uninspiring. PERIOD. Lin Dan didn't even need to flick his racket much to kill off our top seed LCW. What an easy game it was! Maybe he knew he wouldn't be able to beat Lin Dan but at the least, give him a tougher fight and make it a little more worthwhile for Lin Dan to win the gold medal but all he did was make Lin Dan look exceptionally phenomenal and himself, an idiot, a fool. He didn't even have the fighting spirit, that wanting to win look upon his face. We were all expecting an exciting game but it turned out otherwise. It came to a point where Lin Dan's winning smashes became a laughing joke because LCW couldn't even handle such an easy stroke. Sigh. Good for you, Lin Dan. And I'm glad you win. Shame on you Lee Chong Wei.

Extraodinaire!

This was China's artistic gymnastic team winning the gold medal yesterday. A distinctive moment to be proud of! =D



Today's another spectacular day. Both gold and silver medal of the all-around individual event for the artistic gymnasts went to Nastia (for Anastasia) Liukin and Shawn Johnson (my very own favourite girl!). The bronze went to Yang Yilin of China, again, very proud of her. Liukin just pushed it to the limits for Johnson. And Johnson, despite being the World Champion, had to settle for a silver medal (damn!). Ok, she was really good. If there was one thing I like about her is well of course, her beautiful line, her graciously elegant moves, her exceptionally good technique and definitely, HER LEGS!!! I'm sorry I could never have such legs. Sigh.

Johnson was fantastic as well. I just love her to bits! Every bit! =D Gee I sound desperate. And that sounds so wrong. LOL. Anyways, she's just a wonder to watch and even though Liukin beat her today, she's still my number one gymnast! =D Plus Cheng Fei *grins*

Yang Yilin was good today. But her floor exercise were a little disappointing. I don't know what happen but she did a hell of a good job. No step-outs, no mistakes, CLEAN. But the judges only awarded her a 15.000 while both Liukin and Johnson had 15.525 (they were both unstoppable though). Then again, China should be very very proud.



Tell me that isn't pretty. I wished i could split in the air as well =( And those legs...CHOP THEM OFF!!!

I love Shawn Johnson!!!!

I Did It

This is probably a little random. And I was trying to think of a title for this post and I thought I'd rather not put "random" because I've already done that once. So, whatever to what's up there LOL Plus, I just felt like typing. And blogging is a pretty damn good therapy for anything I'd say =) Have to pick up mum from the airport in half an hour's time. I hate late flights. They make you sleepy *yawns*

Anyway, I managed to drive alone today (hence the title). It is a great feat, at least to me. It's actually my 2nd time, the first being on Tuesday. The first was definitely nerve-racking. This was much better. Now don't give me that look! It's probably an easy-peasy thing to most people, but damn, a manual car AND a non-power steering one ain't easy-peasy at all. I remember driving that horrible vegetable kancil during my driving lessons and they made my back ache. LOL My cousin bro insisted that I drive him around Chulia Street and into Carnarvon Street. He decided that he shall not ever, ever, ever again hop into my car. Serves him right for complaining so much.

China's Yang Wei from the artistic gymnastics won a gold medal today for the all-round individual event. Lovely. Absolutely lovely. PERIOD.


ps: Anybody wants me to drive them? Are you still up for it, kar how? LOL

Fantastic 6!

(BEIJING, August 13) -- China made history today by winning its first Olympic gold medal in the Team event of Women's Gymnastics.

China won the gold medal with a total of 188.900 points.

The United States won the silver medal with a total of 186.525 points and

Romania won the bronze with a total of 181.525 points.

China's performance was exceptional! Absolutely breathtaking and stunning! A world class act =) First time in Olympic history, can you believe it?! No huge errors, just tiny slips and mistakes (maybe just one horrifying error from Cheng Fei on the beam - she fell) but overall, excellent! And at such a young age (youngest being 16), you really have to give them the credit for performing so well even under the intense pressure. More than half the crowd were Chinese. And yet, they did it so effortlessly that you'd probably think the acrobatic stunts are all a piece of cake.

I've been there, in ballet. That amount of pressure on your shoulders can really kill if you can't handle it. The greater the pressure, the more mistakes you tend to make, and more and more pressure comes on again. Talent. You must have it.

Anyways, I just finished watching the women's artistic gymnastics final and I absolutely loved it. I liked the guys too. And it went to China again! Another first time in history =)

I particularly favoured Shawn Johnson from the US (women's). She is just a wonderful talent to watch. The others looked a bit cocky, no offense but yeah. And Alicia Sacromone couldn't get a grip on herself after 2 errors, one on the beam and the other on the floor. A silver is good. Very good actually.

And it was a pretty close chase for the bronze medal. Russia and Romania. Russia made too many mistakes. Very significant ones. I like Stellania Nistor for Romania =) Another great talent =)

I love all the 6 from China. Very humble. Very talented. And whata great display of art! =)

Wo She Zhong Guo Ren!!!! =DDD

Weirdly Weirdish Weird!

I had a really weird dream last night. I mean really weird. I woke up and damn! It actually felt good but it was one of the most awkward dream I ever had. Excuse me, but it is definitely NOT about sex and mind you, I don't have wet dreams like guys do (whatever the hell they dream of anyway LOL).

I've actually had a couple of really weird and funny dreams in the past and everytime I tell them about it (i.e. Cat, Mei, EC etc etc), they'd just laugh their heads off and call me an idiot for it. I remember once I had a dream about Raymond Lam "Lam Fung" and Moses Chan "Chan Hou" (definitely two of my favourite TVB actors of all time!). They were both fighting over me! LOL Yeah, laugh all you want but hey, I woke up with a smile =D Ok, maybe I acted like a bitch in my own dream but heck, it felt exceptionally good to have two hot guys that you really adore going after you. LOL.

Nevermind the past, back to my current silly little dream....

*drums roll*

TADAAA!!!

I got married! LOL.....LOL

I could'nt exactly see his face, it was really vague, but I think he actually looks really good. I mean you know, tall and fit and he wasn't Chinese. Caucasian I think? *slurps* LOL
When he first popped the question (sounds so Hollywood movie LOL), I didn't immediately said yes (but of course) but when he started with all his smoochie-smoochie stuff, which I am not disclosing in here (NO WAY), I just literally melted and died. Instantaneously. My heart just fell out of place.
Then the next thing was, I was in my wedding gown, which was in this beautiful pastel green that I really liked. And the aisle and all. It was amazingly extraordinary and really, really, really beautiful. I mean who wouldn't feel like they're on top of the world really? You're marrying the very person whom you know loves you so much and maybe even more than you love him. LOL

And then,

I woke up, felt like pee-ing. DAMN. It was I think, 530am. So I went to the toilet and was trying to recall the whole dream. Then, I went back to sleep.

And it continues!! ^__^

My husband somehow just disappeared in this continuation of the dream. And guess who came out? You wouldn't believe it. It must be too much of Olympics. Too much of badminton. LOL Of all the cute guys in the Olympics that I could've have, it was none other than...Lee Chong Wei???!!!!! OMG. Shoot me in the head. NO. I WAS NOT IN LOVE WITH HIM. AND AM NOT.

Somehow, I was back in school, still married. Weird, but yes. So basically, I was a 20 year old, married to a pretty hot husband, but still stuck in form 5?? Yeah. And then, the whole national badminton team came along to our school (CLS LOL). And the girls were all going ga-ga (god knows who they were going gaga over considering the fact that they were all uncles). Then my teacher asked who wanted to volunteer to get some papers signed by the team, and everybody yelled my name (because I was a newlywed). So I went up and Lee Chong Wei wanted to take a pic with me! *jaw drops* You could tell the girls were aiming their weapons at me.

Then my alarm rang. And I woke up. I didn't know what to make out of my 2nd dream. LOL
Seriously, it could've been better if it was Michael Phelps rather than Lee Chong Wei?! =S

I better get going. Artistic gymnastics is waiting for me! WHoooo hoooOO!! =D

Ready...Go!

Can't wait for tonight! The official opening ceremony of the Beijing Olympic Games! =D *confetti* I'm looking forward to my all-time favourite event, rhythmic gymnastic especially (can't wait can't wait can't wait!!), and also football, basketball, swimming, diving, synchronized swimming, badminton (although I have to admit that I somehow feel very strongly about our Malaysian team not being able to bring home the coveted gold medal we've all been waiting for sadly) and etc etc.

It has been almost 3 months since one of the biggest disaster in the world strike China. And a much worthy applause to them for the fast recovery and now, bringing us the much awaited Olympic Games 2008 =)

It's somehow rather ironic that I do actually like sports when it comes to watching them being played live when I'm not even an active person at all. Beats me why LOL

Olympic Olympic!! Malaysia Boleh? (question mark)

Hollywood in IMU

Another really hilarious and entertaining thing happened today. It wasn't all that bad afterall my day. We had BS today and we had to break some bad news to the patients. Our SPs were extremely good actors and actresses I must admit. And they definitely should not be deprived of an Oscar award, or at the least an Oscar nomination. LOL. We had that really nice Indian uncle (which I'm sure everyone knows), one Chinese lady, and our ever famous Lina, that half Malay, half Chinese lady, or god knows what race she is, who can really cry, really seduce you, and damn, she can rip you apart.

The Indian uncle was just being plain nice. Khine and Michelle had him (Khine's being a smarty pants LOL). And then, next in line was supposed to be me and Lip Jeen and we were both so worried and anxious that we might get Lina. Thank god, it wasn't her. Oh my god, she was crying when Lip Jeen delivered the news to her. Seriously, these people...And then, it was my turn. I knew it! I got scenario 4, which means I have to tell her that she is HIV +ve. She wasn't taking it seriously at all! And when she kept touching my hands, I couldn't stop laughing. So did the rest of the class. LOL Too bad I'm straight, otherwise....XD

The funniest of all was Soo Han's turn. Indeed, he got Lina. The drama queen. She came in, and called herself Lola. Ok. That was just the beginning of it.

Soo Han: So how should I address you?

Lola: Call me Lola. What about you? (add in the seducing voice)

Soo Han: Oh I'm Soo Han

Lola: Soo Han? Soo Han Soo Han..So difficult to remember lah. Like Dr. Robert, Robert Robert so easy to remember. Nevermind lah, I call you Simon (all burst out laughing). Ok ah, Simon? Simon nice lah!!!

Soo Han: Ah, er, erm......

Lola: Okla, Simon lah. Aiyah, easier ma...

Then bla bla bla..(not so interesting facts)

Soo Han: So, why have you come in today? (or something like that)

Lola: I have fever lor, soar throat, and ah, I lost weight ah! Can you see, see, see all my bones here? So obvious hor! You looking or not?! See where I point?!

Soo Han: ahhh yaya, looking, looking..

Lola: Eh, but ah, they say like that very sexy ohhh..sexy ah? sexy or not Simon? (Hooi Hooi was laughing mad)

Soo Han: Ya ya, sexy (LOL)

And then later, she was scolding Soo Han cos he kept stammering (cos she was making us laugh too much!) and said he isn't as good as Dr. Robert or something lah.

Lola: Why you moving away from me? You scared of me is it? Aiyah! Dr. Robert also not like that! I move closer to him, he move more closer to me summore! Aiyer, so cute la he! So handsome! Eh eh, you got one mole here! (points to Soo Han's mole) Aiyer, so cute la! (giggles) U'd be more sexy if you were a girl LOL. (Soo Han stammering again) Why you so like that wan?! Where's Dr. Robert?! He got other patients is it?

Soo Han: Ahh, yaya. But he's very EAGER to see you also la

(LOL)

Then, so on and so forth. Couldn't remember all the other details but these were the really funny ones. We couldn't stop laughing for at least 5 minutes. Hooi Hooi's turn was next. Hers was really funny too but not as memorable as Soo Han's of course. Damn silly.

So, that wraps up our rotation postings! Finally done with it =) 3 weeks of holidays, here I come! Whoo hoooo! =D

People People People!

Some people are just plain weird you know. And obnoxious. And rude. And a total bitch.

I met two really weird people that pissed me off today. One was next to me, sitting at Gate 33, waiting to board Firefly back to Penang. And it's a she. Sad to say yes, she just destroyed the very essence that built the foundation of feminity. OK, maybe I exaggerated a little. But still, she's a total bitch. I wanted to go to the bathroom, 5 minutes before boarding time. I had two bags with me, one was my laptop bag, so I had to back carry it, the other was a hand luggage. And since I obviously could not pee while holding to my hand carry and both the laptop bag, I decided to ask her if she could keep an eye on my hand carry. I asked in a really polite manner ok (even more so than with my parents damn it). Guess what, she just turned around, glanced at me, nod her head once, and turned back to continue reading her book. I was like WTF???!! She so unwillingly agreed! Argh, whatever lah! Since I really had to pee, so I guess I sincerely do need her unwillingly-given help.

The next weird person I met today was on the plane. This old, Chinese uncle sat next to me. Before the plane took off (it was still on the runway), he switched on the lights on top of him cos he wanted to read his newspaper. I was sitting really still, wasn't at all fidgety. Then just before it finally took off, he switched off his lights, and turned on mine for me cos I was taking a novel out to read. I was of course feeling all grateful and was all smiley at him, and said "ahhh, thank you uncle". And guess what he did, he turned to me, gave me a blank stare, and turned back to face the window. ????!!!!!! Not even a "you're welcome" or "no prob" ??!!! GEeeee...people have no manners at all! What did their parents teach them? Damn it.

So I thought to myself, whatever lah. And that bitch had to sit on my left. GRRRRR!! I'm just glad I'm brought up well (or at least I'd like to think so of myself).

Anyways, I gave it some thought. And realized that it has given me much more heartache than happiness. So maybe, i should just let it go and let it be. If it ever does happen, I'm sure it will. And if it doesn't, then I know that mine is still out there somewhere. Eventually. ..

If I Told You

Sigh again. So fast an update. It isn't a happy one. I should be. But I'm not. I can't lie. See how fast my mood turns upside down?

As human as we all are, we're always prone to regret the mistakes that we made, the things that we said, the things that we did. And even those that we did not say, and those we did not do.

I'm only human.

And I'm here thinking,
If I had told you then,
What would things be like now?

It all remains a thought, only to be pondered upon.

Sigh.

Ordinary day

SIGH. I am back in KL. Yep, not a very happy thought. Then again, look on the brighter side. I'm going home again this Thursday, for another 3 weeks of holiday. LOL Right, slap me. It's only 3 days here in KL. =D My flight got delayed today by the way. Hate it.

On to a happier note, my manual-car-driving-skills is getting a little bit better and maybe it isn't that impossible lah. I just like making a big fuss out of things. And no, I'm still not talking to my dad. I'll just wait till he shows a little bit of remorse. HAHA. Right, "anak derhaka". Tell me bout it. Patience is a virtue =) At the end of the day, mum's still the best (sorry lah, a bit sexist here LOL). Always patient, always supportive, never negative (dad should not read this post).

Ahhh!! And I failed to meet up with Hui Li before she left yesterday =( Booohooo to me. Why didn't we spend a little more time together while she was still here? But don't you see how time flies? She's been back here for a year already. Then again, look at the amount of time we managed to spend with each other. Sigh. Blame it on bad timing. And partly, my busy schedule too. Sobs. I miss you Li! Come home again soon! And I will keep at my promise of spending 80% of my time with you the next year you're back. Love you till death do us part!!! *hugs*

You know what they say about how you'd only know a person truly when you start living with them? That is so correct. I'm no amateur at this. And I've witnessed first hand what it means. So true =)

Anyways (I seem to like "anyways"), I need to rejuvenate myself a little before the start of tomorrow. Yawns. Patho lab. Should've skipped it. Damn. I know I haven't update on my performance yet. Soon, when the pics come in.

ps: Good luck MZ for your exam =)

Tired....

Finished my GP posting today. In fact, it should've ended yesterday but me and my big mouth just said that I wanted to go to Dr. Lim's clinic today in the morning as well. I like his clinic. It's still the same old lovely clinic that I went to since 10 years ago. And Dr. Lim's a really great guy and doctor. Learnt a lot, saw a lot, and so many babies!! *confetti* LOL I like kids. They make me feel at ease at anytime of the day =)

So, for the past few days, I've been at my piano for at least half a day. Why you may ask? Thanks to my "leng lui" Teacher Jasmin (who really isn't very old just so you know...to those who know her LOL and she really should thank me for this publicity), her neverending-last-minute-preparation-for-performances, there's one coming up tomorrow morning. Yawns, it's 8am. Shoot me. And because i like slow songs i.e ballads and all, she chose "Boogie Wonderland" for me and Han Yin. I hate that song since like forever! "boogie wonderla-and" GRRR! And mind you, we learnt the whole 5page-score in only 3 hours, and were only given a day to perfect it. See it? PERFECT it. That's Jasmin. And like I said in my Cbox, my whole skin just peeled off (it hurts, you idiot!) on my index finger, while gliding down. Sigh. I've got to use my finger nails then *rolls eyes*.

I remember the last time I drove a manual car was 2 years ago, while attending driving school and taking the driving exam. After that, I totally retired from such cars and drove only my mum's auto car (besides, it looks hot in red LOL..people notice me=) So when my dad took me out and asked me to drive my cousin's manual kancil (obviously I hated it), it was disastrous. Engine died off thrice in Gurney Drive (!!!!!), I don't know when I should change the gear and bla bla bla. Right, call me a loser. Whatever. It's the 21st century! Who wants a manual car anyway. Blah. So my dad was yelling at me and made me panic everytime i was stuck and I've finally come to the conclusion that I will not ask him to drive with me forever and ever (plus, I haven't spoken a word to him since). But but but, mum took me out today in that dumbass car and I managed to drive from giant to my aunt's. Now that's an achievement =D

Anyways, I'm going back to KL this monday and then, coming back again this coming thursday for another 3 weeks of holidays. Yay! Drums and guitar =) Will update again some time soon.

Ps: Whoever it was that played a prank on me and kar how and made us misunderstood andrew for it, you wait.