Incomprehensible

Firstly, ballet turned out fine yesterday. So much for the adrenaline rush. LOL. Then again, it was just Annabelle. I'm sure if it was Teacher Priscilla, i'd be dead by now. Yesterday's class reminded me a lot of our old times in the grades. All the fun, jokes, and the silly little things that we do like rolling our eyes over some lame girl in class (haha, that was funny. don't think she ever got it). But there was one point when Teacher Annabelle lifted my leg to almost 150 degrees, i swear i thought my leg would break. Haha although it didn't at that time, they're both completely sore now. I can't even walk properly. tsk!

Enough about ballet. Today didn't go that well. Dad woke me up at 825 am. 825am. 825 am. On a non-schooling day. I mean seriously. Fine, we were supposed to pick mum up for breakfast. Of course i was a bit cranky, who wouldn't be?! Then about an hour ago, mum yelled at me while i was driving for NO APPARENT REASON. Really, it's a long story. And she was yelling at how fast i was speeding and guess what, i was only going at 40km/hour. 40 40 40 40 40 40 40. It wasnt even 400. Please, somebody, anybody, tell me 40 is fast, and i swear i will personally slit your throat and cut you into pieces and roll a car over you. The funny thing is, i came back and talked to diana and sooi phing about it, instead they both told me they're in the exact same situation as i am. LOL. What is wrong with parents?!

I never understood parents. Maybe i thought i did. Now i don't think i do. I hate it when they don't practice what they preach. I hate it when they never admit they're wrong. I hate it when they don't say "sorry" even though they know they're wrong. They're always right. We're always wrong. Somehow, they just have something to say about the things that we do. We're no perfect beings. We're just humans. I can't be who you want me to be. I am me. I am myself. I am not you. I can't think like you. I can't speak like you. I am just not you!!! I'm not the one who always thinks i'm right. I'm always the one that says "sorry" even when i don't think i'm wrong. As much as i had to admit it, i feel like i'm just saying it for the sake of saying it. Sigh There are times when i wished i didn't have to come back. Don't get me wrong. I am grateful for the things i have. I am grateful for having my parents. It is just little things like these that makes me think twice.

Ballet Ballet Ballet

Oh god..i'm going to ballet in half an hour's time. I am definitely getting the chills. Having been absent for almost one and a half years is definitely no good for the legs, for the body, for the arms and for the nerves!! Thank god it's only Teacher Annabelle today. Please let her be kind =)

Blessed :)

OMG OMG OMG i passed. Thank god. I passed. Give me a moment..

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

And I Pray...

I have never, ever, EVER been that lucky person to win a contest or so. Even in lucky draws. Let's just say luck has never been on my side.

But I won this! OMG OMG OMG i need a breather! Thanks to The Star and the AMBP :) I know it's nothing too great to shout about but it's just the fact that it's the first time i ever won anything out of a contest and it feels great (my aunt was so annoyed at me jumping up and down right at her face LOL)


Today's the day. I hope i pass. I hope everyone pass. No tears. Just smiles and laughter. Please god. And i pray....

Pain In The Head

I have never, in my entire 20 years, seen or come across anyone that is so calculative and meticulous right up to the very last cent in their stinking pockets. I mean if we were talking about a hundred bucks or more, thousands and millions, then i'd be burning your ass everyday to get you to return me my money. No, this post is not about people owing me money, neither do i owe anyone money. On my part, i'm rather particular about returning someone's cash after i've borrowed it because i just don't like the fact that i'm using someone else's cash and it just keeps running back and forth at the back of my head. But that's just me. I thought i've had enough of stingy, selfish and meticulous people in my life for the past two years and i was glad that it was gonna be the last that i'd see of her/him. Then again, i guess i was wrong. I just don't know why shitty things like this happen to me. EVERYTIME. I wonder if i have this tendency of attracting negative energy and negative people to myself. Seriously, just cut me some slack. I've had enough of thinking to do and i really don't need you to complicate it for me. Technically, you are right. But there are certain times in life where there is no need to apply the exact right thing to do if it was only going to hurt everyone else. I'm not sure if you've heard of this word "COMPROMISE"? Yeah, you better damn do now. Go get a dictionary. I have an Oxford if you need one. Seriously.

Anyways, part of me is glad that things have turned out the way they are now. Not all of it, but some. Definitely a lesson worth learning. I just hope that the new year will turn out better than it is now. Oh, i'm not sure if you peeps have noticed.

I LOVE TRAVIS!!!!!!!!! =D WE THE KINGS ROCKS!!

Another Day, Another Beginning

I never thought that this day would ever arrive. It seemed like it was taking an eternity and it was far from being near. I still remember the days when i'd complain EVERYDAY to mich on the phone about how this is really taking a toll on all of us (or maybe it's just us both) and how the first thing that comes into my mind every morning i wake up is how many sets of notes i need to cover for the day and how much i can recall what i studied the night before. It really is that pathetic and it seemed as though this madness was never gonna end. Don't even begin asking me how the papers turned out because i think alot would agree with me that they caught us at where we least expected it.

So, here it is. The end of Phase I, the start of another new chapter. Apart from praying hard everyday and hoping and hoping everyone of us pass the papers (just a pass would suffice, really!!), i feel that bit of sadness in me to see those people that i've grown accustomed to meeting everyday, leave. I wish each and everyone of you all the success you can get and all the best in all that you do. I'm sure our paths would cross again someday soon. Mich, we still have 8 more months before you finally take leave, i don't know how many pails i should carry to the airport to fill them with my tears (honestly!) and i don't know what i'd do without you here with me, keeping me sane. I love you! I'm waiting for our date here in Penang and maybe someday (i hope), we'd have our date in Galway.

To be honest, it does feel a little weird now that i don't have to worry about studying. Not that i don't enjoy not thinking about my notes, but it just feels a little off after worrying about them for almost 2 months. I am glad i'm having guilt-free tv now LOL and lots and lots of movies =) More and more day dreaming about how Edward is gonna swoop down on a white unicorn and carry me in his arms and we'd ride off into the endless sunset. And how we'd have lots and lots of little Edwards and Mabels running around the garden (boy, are they a handful to look after?!) and we'd live happily ever after =) sighssssssss...

And oh! Kudos to the convo mag team for the wonderful mag. Loved it =)

That's me and my page mates Huiling (i miss her!), Malini and Mastura. It's funny how Mastura and I both chose ABBA's song as our theme song LOL

This is the one shoe that i really really love which i bought the other day (just before exam) LOL. Yeah couldn't stop my itchy hands =D


This is New Year's Eve with mummy. Very sad one, indeed. Of course i'd still have to smile for the camera LOL

Christmas!

Summative is finally over. Not like its the ultimate key to freedom but at least it's one burden off the shoulder. Wouldn't want to mention how it went at all. Then i took two and a half days off from studying. Completely away from the notes and books because i just thought i really needed that.

Stayed over at Mich's place on Sunday and we had so much of fun! I brought my Renal notes over to study together but we ended up watching Bella and Edward's kissing scene on youtube (and i swear to god we both look like we're watching porn in the living room with the parents gone) LOL. It's amazing how time flies when you spend it with people that you really love. Sigh. Then, we brought out her christmas tree and we decorated it!!! =D So proud of us both! The pics are not up yet, soon. Damn funny lah the both of us. And pretty retarded too.

I can't wait to go home this Wednesday already! It's christmas eve! One year gone. And again. Can't wait to see mom and dad, can't wait to see two precious, new things that i own now which is waiting for me at home, can't wait for the christmas dinner, can't wait to be back just where i belong! =)

If i could write to Santa and of course, if that cute little old man truly does exist *grins*, i'd ask him to :

1. let me pass my eos 5
2. let Mich, Surin and the rest of the batch pass too
3. keep my family safe, happy, and healthy
4. get Edward to bite me
5. get Edward to steal me away and ride with me, off into the sunset in that charming white horse!

Happy holidays everyone and merry christmas! =)

Tagged by Patsy

Rules and Regulations...

1. Do all the tags and do not copy the answers.
2. Tag 10 people before you do the tag.
3. Who I tag...

- Hui Fang
- Siao Wei
- Joon Heng
- Swee Leen
- C Mei
- Kelly
- Siu Yun
- Denise
- Elaine Chee
- Ivan

How you know 1?- Hui Fang
We share the same music teacher for years and years!


What would you do if you never meet 2?- Siao Wei
I'd die in ballet and i'd miss all the silly things we say and do =)


What would u do if 3 & 4 dated u? -Joon Heng and Swee Leen
*paused* erm it'd be fine with Joon but Swee Leen??!! Teong Rhen would chop me into pieces!


Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?- C Mei and Kelly
Yeahhh put them together and you shall have a food party every other day seriously. but i think they'd make a good couple. LOL kelly, papa r u reading this?!


Do u think 7 is attractive? - Siu Yun
She's got this really cute smile =)


Do u know anything about 8’s family?- Denise
Actually, i don't. LOL Sorry lahh denise! Like we only meet in ballets =(


Tell me something about 9. - Elaine Chee
This woman is just stunningly pretty (don't kembang) and aherm, i just found out one hot news about her recently. Ask me if you wanna know or just ask her *grins*


What language does 2 speaks? - Siao Wei
English, Mandarin, Hokkien, Canton (slightly i think) and some weird, unearthly language LOL


Who is 3 going out with? - Joon Heng
Joon! who are you goin out with?! Bella's off limits LOL


How old is 4? - Swee Leen
21 =D


When was the last time u talked to 5? - C Mei
As in face to face, that would be since.....July? At times square. But we've been connecting through the msn, blog etc etc


Who is 6's favorite singer? - Kelly
mmmmmm...i don't know =(


Would you date 7 ? - Siu Yun
Yeah, when i have balls below LOLLLL


Is 8 single? - Denise
Maybe, maybe not


What is 9 last name? - Elaine Chee
Chee Sue Ching =)


Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? - Hui Fang
No. She's not Edward. Or Joe. Or Michael. Or David.


Which school does 2 go to? - Siao Wei
PCGHS all the way and now, Uni Melb. Hate her.


What do you like about 3? - Joon Heng
He's a nice guy. Sweet. And likes Twilight too!!!

Beautiful

Whatever happened to beauty is in the eyes of the beholder?

Twilight At Last!

Yeah you know it! Mich and I went for Twilight already!

TWILIGHT.TWILIGHT.TWILIGHT.TWILIGHT.TWILIGHT.TWILIGHT.

This post, i dedicate to my beloved Michelle =) Who dragged me out of this notable despair, to her aunt's place for lunch (it felt like i was on the way meeting my future boyfriend's parents seriously), and then telling me we're going for twilight. There was this moment of silence and my heart literally stopped beating. No palpitations. Time froze. (you know like how you watch it in matrix). And then, SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!! Trust me, the look on my face was priceless. And on the way, we both just kept muttering, "omg, i cannot believe we're watching twilight". OMG OMG. Shut up!

It was impossible to take the thought of me going to watch twilight out of my mind. I figured i would never be able to catch in theatres and i've already given up procrastinating and i told myself that i'd just probably have to settle with a pirated dvd copy which i'd buy from midlands and watch it back at home where my dad's stereo isn't all that bad either.

This was a huge, huge, huge surprise. I can never thank you enough Mich. And to your mum and dad =)

Rob Patt's acting skills were a bit off at times. But i don't know who else would be fit enough to play Edward other than him. His looks are just killing. From the moment he came on screen till the end, we both couldn't stop gasping for air. Seriously. My, my, isn't Cam Gigandet (who plays James the tracker) a hotty too? LOL. And Emmett. And Carlisle. Oh my, Carlisle. I suppose Adrian's right afterall. Carlisle is indeed HOT. lol. Then again, you know how when you take a novel and translate it into a movie and the director doesn't exactly follow each and every detail from the book? Yeah, you get a little, just a little disappointed, like you know this part could've been so much better if they just follow the exact plot and all. But overall, i loved it. I don't know bout y'all, but Mich and i went ga-ga.

I'm a happy girl now =) With Edward emotionally by my side, i'm sure i'd pull through life. LOL These are just two pics that i really love. There are MORE. They're in my laptop and i sent them to Mich and she drooled so much that even Tia (her dog) couldn't even drool as much.




Twilight, at last.

Broken

It's too much and she just can't take it anymore. Afterall, she's only human. But a human with a heart as a fragile as this.

Funnies

This is so funny honestly. Hui Fang sent it to me and i thought i ought to share it with you people. LOL

An article by a Malaysian muslim on the recent ban by the Fatwa council on yoga

Subject: Fatwa-fatwa yang akan datang - Please read

> Makin hari umat Islam makin ditindas dan dikongkong. Bukan oleh orang Cina, atau orang India atau orang Yahudi atau orang Kristian. Tetapi dianiya dan dikongkong oleh orang Islam/Melayu sendiri. Please read on.

> Selepas fatwa pengharaman yoga, fatwa-fatwa yang akan datang adalah seperti berikut :
>
> Disember 2008
> Orang Islam dilarang mandi di kolam renang awam. Di kolam
> renang awam, akan terdapat orang-orang yang bukan Islam yang
> memakai pakaian renang yang singkat dan mendedahkan aurat
> (terutamanya amoi-amoi china yang cun dan seksi). Ini boleh
> menjejaskan akidah orang Islam. Cara yang paling baik ialah
> kita haramkan orang Islam dari kolam renang awam.
>
> Januari 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang pergi ke Pulau Pinang. Ketua Menteri
> Pulau Pinang adalah seorang yang bukan Islam and majoriti
> penduduk Pulau Pinang adalah orang yang bukan Islam. Apabila
> seorang Islam berada di Pulau Pinang , beliau mungkin
> terhidu bau char keoy tiaw yang dimasak oleh orang bukan
> Islam dan ini boleh merosakkan akidah kita. Cara yang paling
> baik ialah kita haramkan orang Islam dari pergi ke Pulau
> Pinang. Orang Islam yang kini tinggal di Pulau Pinang akan
> diberi elaun pindah sebanyak RM 3000 untuk membantu mereka
> berpindah ke negeri-negeri yang lain. Perpindahan ke negeri
> Kelantan dan Terengganu amat amat digalakkan.
>
> Februari 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang meminum root beer. Walaupun root beer
> tidak mengandungi alkohol, namun perkataan "beer"
> ini boleh menimbulkan keghairan dan kelakuan tidak senonoh
> di kalangan orang Islam. Dengan pengharaman root beer, orang
> Islam bolehlah meminum minuman ringan yang lain tanpa
> was-was. Ginger beer juga diharamkan.
>
> March 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang memakan di kedai Mamak. Walaupun mamak
> kebanyakkannya Islam, tetapi asal usul mereka adalah India
> dan ada kemungkinan terdapat unsur-unsur India di dalam
> perniagaan mereka seperti bercakap Tamil dan memakai seluar
> dalam buatan India . Untuk mengelakkan sebarang syak
> wasangka, mulai 1 Mac 2009, orang Islam dilarang dari
> memakan di kedai mamak (kecuali Tun Mahatir kerana dia
> sendiri mamak kelas I)
>
> April 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang bermain ping pong atau table tennis.
> Ping pong berasal dari negeri China dan oleh yang demikian,
> mungkin terdapat unsur-unsur agama Buddha atau Confuciusism
> di dalam permainan ping pong. Ornag Islam yang terlalu
> banyak bermain ping pong akan terjejas akidah mereka.
> Sebagai permainan alternatif, orang Islam digalakkan bermain
> sepak raga (tetapi bola raga mesti buatan Malaysia , bukan
> dari Thailand ).
>
> Mei 2009
> Orang Islam yang berkerja dengan kerajaan dilarang
> mengambil gaji masing-masing. Ini kerana sebahagian besar
> pendapatan kerajaan adalah cukai pendapatan yang dibayar
> oleh syarikat-syarikat orang bukan Islam. Orang Islam
> digalakkan meminta sedekah dari orang Islam yang lain. Untuk
> memudahkan permintaan sedekah, bakal peminta sedekah
> digalakkan mencangkung di hadapan bangunan UMNO..
>
> Jun 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang keluar negara. Terdapat terlalu banyak
> godaan yang boleh meruntuhkan akhlak dan akidah orang Islam.
> Perkara ini telahpun dikaji dengan teliti hasil lawatan
> sambil belajar ke Bangkok oleh Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan
> baru-baru ini. Oleh yang demikian, orang orang Islam diminta
> menyerahkan balik paspot masing-masing ke jabatan immigresen
> secepat mungkin. Perjalanan keluar negara hanya dibenarkan
> untuk menteri-menteri dan orang kuat UMNO sahaja, itupun
> hanya jika diiringi oleh ahli Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan.
>
> Julai 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang berfikir di waktu siang. Kebanyakkan
> masalah jenayah dan maksiat wujud kerana orang-orang yang
> tak ada kerja berfikir yang bukan-bukan. Untuk membenteras
> maslah jeneyah dan maksiat, orang-orang Islam mulai 1 Julai
> 2009, dilarang dari menggunakan otak mereka diwaktu siang.
> Pemikiran mereka akan dipantau oleh Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan
> dengan menggunakan sekumpulan specially trained monkeys.
> Orang Islam boleh menggunakan otak mereka di waktu malam
> tetapi pemikiran dihadkan kepada perkara-perkara berkaitan
> dengan makan dan minum sahaja.

Say No

No. I am not lending anyone my notes for photocopying anymore. Don't ask me why. Just shut up.

Michelle says i should get over it. LOL

ps: i am currently reading twilight. and i'm a pain to my own arse cos i just can't stop now. you have no idea how much of strength and effort is needed to look away from it. TSK!!!!

Pouts

No, life isn't fair at all. Completely unfair! Mock osce had to be one day before the release of Twilight (the first screening) and exams have to be so near and now i can't go watch it =( To go all the way to the theatres to catch it would probably take too much out of me cos i'm constantly pressing for time and when i have a little bit of time, I NEED IT TO BREATHE. And the first Twilight book is just literally next door to me (with Yilin) and here am i, controlling that every ounce of tempation that is drawing me to it. I know if i start reading it, i won't stop till i finish all four and i know that's gonna be costly no matter how fast a reader i am. Tsk! The thought of Robert Pattinson just drives me crazy! And Kristen Stewart is just plain stunning. Period.


Everyone's on holidays now. SPM ended, STPM might've/already ended and the whole damn world is already in the festive mood. And tell me what am i doing here now?! Studying. Great lah seriously.

Tagged by Joon

6 Things i'm passionate about

1. Music
Which includes playing the piano, practising my terrible violin skills and guitar and performing! And singing (i might not have celine dion's vocal cords, or whitney houston's, but it's not like the world would crumble apart when i start singing, so haha) I say, no music, no life!

2. Dancing
Definitely ballet, my all-time favourite classical dance =) Despite my not-so-perfect physique for ballet, i still love it. Love ballroom dancing too! I have to thank Mich for this because she suggested i do ballroom dancing for my first elective and i absolutely fell in love with it ie waltz, tango!

3. Movies, TV or any kind of entertainment that helps to perk up my sad, dull life =) And again, no tv, no life!

4. Westlife. Need i explain more? I mean if you don't know how insanely i am in love with these lads, then you don't know me at all. Seriously.

5. Novels. Only good books. I tend to keep only the good ones =)

6. Shopping. I'm a little divided on this. I tend to have a special certain day where i'd go crazy which is when the intense shopping craze sets in and that's when i really really need to buy a pair of shoes, clothes and all. LOL.

7. I'd add football as an extra one here. Not that i follow closely each and every match from the EPLs and Champion Leagues and what other leagues there are, but my favourite team has always been Manchester United. I give credit to my cousin bro who kept going "goal goal goal!" in my face ages ago and when he had David Beckham's face plastered all over his wall. And no, my cousin bro isn't gay you baboon. I like the other teams for their good-looking players but that's just about it. There's just something about ManU.

6 Books i read recently

no i'm not taking into account those freakin medical textbooks that i read. They're not books. They're encyclopedias. Which means, they're impossible.

1. 5 people you meet in heaven by Mitch Albom

2. Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom

3. All 6 installments of Harry Potter (i never get tired of reading them over and over again)

4. Angela's Ashes by Frank McCourt

5. 'Tis by Frank McCourt

6. LOTR by Tolkien

6 songs/albums

1. Definitely Westlife. I never get tired of all of the albums

2. The Corrs. Every album again. Love them so much! Wish they didn't have to get married and give birth to so many now that they have to retire from this biz. Tsk

3. The book of love by Peter Gabriel.

4. Jim Brickman. This man is a legend.

5. Come on get higher by Matt Nathanson.

6. World on fire by Sarah Mclachlan.

7. Jonas brothers!!!!

6 things i have learnt this past year

1. Women make up half of the population of the world.

2. Multiple sex partners can lead to AIDS, syphilis etc etc

3. Guys are idiots

4. Speak up for myself

5. Never lend anyone anything that's valuable to you unless you trust/know him/her

6. Time and tide waits for no man

6 valuable things i own

1. My piano, my clavi, my guitar and violin

2. ballet shoes

3. Handphone

4. Laptop

5. Westlife albums

6. Sailormoon DVDs

6 bloggers i tag

1. Siao Wei
2. Hui Fang
3. Denise
4. Patsy
5. Ivan
6. Cynthia

There And Back Again

It is depressing to think that i won't be going home until a month later, which is exactly on christmas eve. Even then, i've thought about not going back for christmas too until my crazy exams are over but then again, i suppose it's too much to ask of myself considering the fact that i've actually never been away from home for more than a month (i somehow have to go back once every three weeks or two, which means being away for month is a pretty damn good achievement now) and i just can't bear to spend christmas away from home and alone here in sad, depressing KL.

What's more disappointing is that i can't attend Jasmin's charity concert on Dec1 and i would really love to perform for her and be involve in such various ways! I miss being on centre-stage. I even missed attending Priscilla's charity concert and i missed all the ballet performances (Cyn's Paquita, Fame, Mamma Mia etc etc)! All because of the very fact that i am no longer in penang. Life isn't fair at all, is it? I mean these are things that i'm really passionate about and what the hell now.

I think i don't have a life right now. I will have one soon, but not yet. Not until this madness is over that i can fly, high hiGH HIGH up into the sky!! Ok i need to come down now. But you get the idea of how excited i am to get rid of this seriously. All i'm saying is my life right now revolves around going back and forth to uni, having lunch and dinner which is the only time my thoughts aren't with the piles of notes that fill up half my study table, and trying to get ahead of time just so i can finish studying within this utterly, unbelievably, crazily and insanely short period of time that has been allocated.

Life at home is so much better. I just wish that i never have to grow up. I have an effin' mock osce coming up this friday and nothing's going in my head and i need to make time to read my stupid csu notes and on top of it, do revision because this is the only time that i can do so.

MY GOD! My life is just so pathetic and i think i'm going berserk! Maybe i have schizophrenia.

I Hate Food

I mean right..that is so not in me to hate food. I bet it must be that disgusting IMU-8-dishes-on-4th-floor thing seriously. It made me puke last night. This morning, maybe. It's bad enough that they actually closed the whole canteen down for renovation purpose, leaving us with nothing to eat, but all they can do is to just serve eight, very non-appealing dishes on our 4th floor. It wasn't even eight, cos 2 of it have already finished. I took only two vegetables and some teeny weeny bit of rice and it cost me rm2.50. Sick lah KL people. Tsk. Woke up at about 5am-ish cos my stomach was feeling horrible and i was getting very nauseous. Tossed in my bed for like half an hour or so, then i decided maybe i should try puking. I waited in front of my toilet bowl (lol), nothing came out. Called mum up, took some chinese pills, went back to sleep but couldn't. Tossed and tossed, until finally...my area postrema signalled my motor cortex and it told me to get up and get running to the toilet bowl again. It finally came out! Gosh i hate vomiting cos of course it's such an unpleasant feeling and the after-effect of it. SIgh. But i feel much better =)

You know they say God work in miraculous ways that you can't even imagine? I say they're right. I'm going home tonight! =D Which means, i get special treatment at home, i get special home-cooked food (it may be just porridge but i still love it) and i get special everything lah! =D And thank god, i'm taking a flight back. Imagine if i were on a bus.

Summative and EOS5 is coming! GASP!!!!

Drained

I am just so tired this whole week through. Completely drained. Utterly exhausted. Speechless. So were all the previous weeks since sem5 started. Last week was more bearable because mum was here with me. I could just forget how ruthless life can be at times when she's around me. Good things always come to an end too soon i always say. And so it did.

It actually isn't about being really busy that i had to hustle here and there every second of the day. It was more like being mentally exhausted from all the stress of getting things done on time, trying to study, trying to do pbls, trying to prepare for mock osce, trying to read everything under the sun, trying to pay attention in class when sleep is so scarce and just trying to do everything right! I mean i'm trying real hard to stay focused and just study but all i can think of is post-exam, what mich, surin and i'd be doing and all the fun i'd have at home! Going ballet with Siao Wei, hanging out with Sooi, and spending so much time with mum n dad and watching tv for infinite hours! Now i can't even sit down quietly to read my notes that i have to have my laptop on and play any movie even if it means i've watched it a hundred times. I am scared. I am nervous about eos 5. But i'm just not doing anything at all! I just simply, cannot comprehend the fact that i have such limited time to read 10 systems and i'm still really slacking here. I'm stressing so hard that my hair keeps falling off (literally!) and i'm putting on so much of weight and my pimple keeps popping out after one another. Just cut me some slack seriously.

Why can't life be much easier?!

And i'm so caught up with everything that's moving on earth that i forgot about surin's birthday and i felt really bad. Sorry again surin! But you know why lah *grins* Big present awaits you =D

Photoshoot was ok. Something else happened and i wasn't happy about it at all. I will not allow anyone to push me around again. I will tell you that i don't like it when i don't like it. I'm just so tired of getting frustrated for not being able to tell people what i feel and think just because i hate upsetting them. One lesson learnt: stand up for yourself.

Sigh. Anyways, i'll upload some pics which i took with mum when she was here the other day. It's from my new camera =) And i really should get going now.

Photoshoot!

I know Mich and i really don't have a life. I mean seriously. It's just a stupid little photoshoot today for our convo mag. And here we both are contemplating so hard (very hard) about what to bring, how to pose with it and what to wear (this is only mich, cos i told her we'd be wearing our labcoats so who the hell cares about what's inside as long as you have something on lol). Ok, maybe it isn't a stupid little photoshoot since it's gonna be on our profile page (or wherever in the mag it's gonna be) and as sane a human as we all are, we'd wanna look good (at least, ok).

Guess what i'm bringing? My ballet shoe!!!! =D It will finally be in the spotlight! =) In fact, i even wanted to take my pic in LT2 with the grand piano as my object, but i doubt Jan Kee and the rest would gladly allow me to do so LOL what's so special about me lahh!

Anyways, mum is here! =DD Never been happier! Since Sunday night, leaving this Sunday evening too =( BOOHOOO!

High School Musical 3 - Again

Wait people. I know this is about HSM 3 again. Yes, AGAIN. But in actual fact, i came across the All Malaysian Blogger Website and they're giving away 10 free HSM3 soundtracks. And all i have to do is just this. So, those not interested, don't read on. But do read, AMB! =D

Answer question 1 : The character played by Zac Efron is so obviously TROY BOLTON (need to caps this up for easy view LOL). Besides, anyone who doesn't know this seriously needs to be shot down for being such an ass.

Then, i just need to paste this pic up =) Pretty darn easy.


Next, i obviously need to write anything that comes to my mind about High School Musical. Right. I don't suppose i need to fortify the fact that i am so totally in love with this movie. I mean i've already done the review like a few posts back.

When i think of HSM, i suppose the first thing or a few hundreds of things that comes through my mind is how terrificly choreographed their dance moves are and how easily the songs can capture one's heart. Kenny Ortega is the man (i know i've already said that before but he really is so good. he's phenomenal)! I swear i could sing to you all the songs from the very first HSM and believe it or not, i even learnt the steps for "we're all in this together". Honest to God. LOL Bet you didn't know i was that insane. But it is THAT good. Trust me.

The only thing i'm disappointed is that HSM 2 was a total flop. It was too much of a Gabriella and Troy moment that we didn't see much of the other casts and the songs were too forgettable.

Thank goodness, HSM 3 managed a come back. I wouldn't say it is as good as the first, but it definitely was better than the second and it was a great way to end the whole series. Songs again were great, none forgettable (i bet all girls were screaming, wishing they were Gabriella when she danced with Troy to "can i have this dance" on the rooftop. i know i did LOL). It is like a total reminisce of the first movie. And it feels a lot different watching in a big screen rather than on Disney Channel like the previous two. I suppose it shows how much of fame, popularity, demand and fans they've garnered throughout the entire period and this is exactly the one way to hit off the finale for High School Musical.

Oh, and did i mention how absurdly talented the whole cast is? I mean you only hate Sharpay because Ashley Tisdale plays her so well! And in fact, i think i really like Sharpay for her totally bitchy attitude. How can anyone not like Troy right? Each Wildcat are so unique that you can't help but to love all of them and so the credit goes to each of the cast. They've epitomize their own characters. I can't possibly imagine anyone doing a re-make of this and casting someone else in any of their shoes. NO WAY.

And finally, it is a total misconception that HSM is only for tweens or kids or babies or failed-to-grow-up-adults. I saw an old couple at my cinema =D I believe that there is always a kid in us no matter how old we are and noone, NOONE, should ever be tired of a musical. You think you're cool watching an all-grown-up movie? Puh-leaassee..

High School Musical rules!!! =)

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better...