Broken

It's too much and she just can't take it anymore. Afterall, she's only human. But a human with a heart as a fragile as this.

Funnies

This is so funny honestly. Hui Fang sent it to me and i thought i ought to share it with you people. LOL

An article by a Malaysian muslim on the recent ban by the Fatwa council on yoga

Subject: Fatwa-fatwa yang akan datang - Please read

> Makin hari umat Islam makin ditindas dan dikongkong. Bukan oleh orang Cina, atau orang India atau orang Yahudi atau orang Kristian. Tetapi dianiya dan dikongkong oleh orang Islam/Melayu sendiri. Please read on.

> Selepas fatwa pengharaman yoga, fatwa-fatwa yang akan datang adalah seperti berikut :
>
> Disember 2008
> Orang Islam dilarang mandi di kolam renang awam. Di kolam
> renang awam, akan terdapat orang-orang yang bukan Islam yang
> memakai pakaian renang yang singkat dan mendedahkan aurat
> (terutamanya amoi-amoi china yang cun dan seksi). Ini boleh
> menjejaskan akidah orang Islam. Cara yang paling baik ialah
> kita haramkan orang Islam dari kolam renang awam.
>
> Januari 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang pergi ke Pulau Pinang. Ketua Menteri
> Pulau Pinang adalah seorang yang bukan Islam and majoriti
> penduduk Pulau Pinang adalah orang yang bukan Islam. Apabila
> seorang Islam berada di Pulau Pinang , beliau mungkin
> terhidu bau char keoy tiaw yang dimasak oleh orang bukan
> Islam dan ini boleh merosakkan akidah kita. Cara yang paling
> baik ialah kita haramkan orang Islam dari pergi ke Pulau
> Pinang. Orang Islam yang kini tinggal di Pulau Pinang akan
> diberi elaun pindah sebanyak RM 3000 untuk membantu mereka
> berpindah ke negeri-negeri yang lain. Perpindahan ke negeri
> Kelantan dan Terengganu amat amat digalakkan.
>
> Februari 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang meminum root beer. Walaupun root beer
> tidak mengandungi alkohol, namun perkataan "beer"
> ini boleh menimbulkan keghairan dan kelakuan tidak senonoh
> di kalangan orang Islam. Dengan pengharaman root beer, orang
> Islam bolehlah meminum minuman ringan yang lain tanpa
> was-was. Ginger beer juga diharamkan.
>
> March 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang memakan di kedai Mamak. Walaupun mamak
> kebanyakkannya Islam, tetapi asal usul mereka adalah India
> dan ada kemungkinan terdapat unsur-unsur India di dalam
> perniagaan mereka seperti bercakap Tamil dan memakai seluar
> dalam buatan India . Untuk mengelakkan sebarang syak
> wasangka, mulai 1 Mac 2009, orang Islam dilarang dari
> memakan di kedai mamak (kecuali Tun Mahatir kerana dia
> sendiri mamak kelas I)
>
> April 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang bermain ping pong atau table tennis.
> Ping pong berasal dari negeri China dan oleh yang demikian,
> mungkin terdapat unsur-unsur agama Buddha atau Confuciusism
> di dalam permainan ping pong. Ornag Islam yang terlalu
> banyak bermain ping pong akan terjejas akidah mereka.
> Sebagai permainan alternatif, orang Islam digalakkan bermain
> sepak raga (tetapi bola raga mesti buatan Malaysia , bukan
> dari Thailand ).
>
> Mei 2009
> Orang Islam yang berkerja dengan kerajaan dilarang
> mengambil gaji masing-masing. Ini kerana sebahagian besar
> pendapatan kerajaan adalah cukai pendapatan yang dibayar
> oleh syarikat-syarikat orang bukan Islam. Orang Islam
> digalakkan meminta sedekah dari orang Islam yang lain. Untuk
> memudahkan permintaan sedekah, bakal peminta sedekah
> digalakkan mencangkung di hadapan bangunan UMNO..
>
> Jun 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang keluar negara. Terdapat terlalu banyak
> godaan yang boleh meruntuhkan akhlak dan akidah orang Islam.
> Perkara ini telahpun dikaji dengan teliti hasil lawatan
> sambil belajar ke Bangkok oleh Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan
> baru-baru ini. Oleh yang demikian, orang orang Islam diminta
> menyerahkan balik paspot masing-masing ke jabatan immigresen
> secepat mungkin. Perjalanan keluar negara hanya dibenarkan
> untuk menteri-menteri dan orang kuat UMNO sahaja, itupun
> hanya jika diiringi oleh ahli Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan.
>
> Julai 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang berfikir di waktu siang. Kebanyakkan
> masalah jenayah dan maksiat wujud kerana orang-orang yang
> tak ada kerja berfikir yang bukan-bukan. Untuk membenteras
> maslah jeneyah dan maksiat, orang-orang Islam mulai 1 Julai
> 2009, dilarang dari menggunakan otak mereka diwaktu siang.
> Pemikiran mereka akan dipantau oleh Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan
> dengan menggunakan sekumpulan specially trained monkeys.
> Orang Islam boleh menggunakan otak mereka di waktu malam
> tetapi pemikiran dihadkan kepada perkara-perkara berkaitan
> dengan makan dan minum sahaja.

Say No

No. I am not lending anyone my notes for photocopying anymore. Don't ask me why. Just shut up.

Michelle says i should get over it. LOL

ps: i am currently reading twilight. and i'm a pain to my own arse cos i just can't stop now. you have no idea how much of strength and effort is needed to look away from it. TSK!!!!

Pouts

No, life isn't fair at all. Completely unfair! Mock osce had to be one day before the release of Twilight (the first screening) and exams have to be so near and now i can't go watch it =( To go all the way to the theatres to catch it would probably take too much out of me cos i'm constantly pressing for time and when i have a little bit of time, I NEED IT TO BREATHE. And the first Twilight book is just literally next door to me (with Yilin) and here am i, controlling that every ounce of tempation that is drawing me to it. I know if i start reading it, i won't stop till i finish all four and i know that's gonna be costly no matter how fast a reader i am. Tsk! The thought of Robert Pattinson just drives me crazy! And Kristen Stewart is just plain stunning. Period.


Everyone's on holidays now. SPM ended, STPM might've/already ended and the whole damn world is already in the festive mood. And tell me what am i doing here now?! Studying. Great lah seriously.

Tagged by Joon

6 Things i'm passionate about

1. Music
Which includes playing the piano, practising my terrible violin skills and guitar and performing! And singing (i might not have celine dion's vocal cords, or whitney houston's, but it's not like the world would crumble apart when i start singing, so haha) I say, no music, no life!

2. Dancing
Definitely ballet, my all-time favourite classical dance =) Despite my not-so-perfect physique for ballet, i still love it. Love ballroom dancing too! I have to thank Mich for this because she suggested i do ballroom dancing for my first elective and i absolutely fell in love with it ie waltz, tango!

3. Movies, TV or any kind of entertainment that helps to perk up my sad, dull life =) And again, no tv, no life!

4. Westlife. Need i explain more? I mean if you don't know how insanely i am in love with these lads, then you don't know me at all. Seriously.

5. Novels. Only good books. I tend to keep only the good ones =)

6. Shopping. I'm a little divided on this. I tend to have a special certain day where i'd go crazy which is when the intense shopping craze sets in and that's when i really really need to buy a pair of shoes, clothes and all. LOL.

7. I'd add football as an extra one here. Not that i follow closely each and every match from the EPLs and Champion Leagues and what other leagues there are, but my favourite team has always been Manchester United. I give credit to my cousin bro who kept going "goal goal goal!" in my face ages ago and when he had David Beckham's face plastered all over his wall. And no, my cousin bro isn't gay you baboon. I like the other teams for their good-looking players but that's just about it. There's just something about ManU.

6 Books i read recently

no i'm not taking into account those freakin medical textbooks that i read. They're not books. They're encyclopedias. Which means, they're impossible.

1. 5 people you meet in heaven by Mitch Albom

2. Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom

3. All 6 installments of Harry Potter (i never get tired of reading them over and over again)

4. Angela's Ashes by Frank McCourt

5. 'Tis by Frank McCourt

6. LOTR by Tolkien

6 songs/albums

1. Definitely Westlife. I never get tired of all of the albums

2. The Corrs. Every album again. Love them so much! Wish they didn't have to get married and give birth to so many now that they have to retire from this biz. Tsk

3. The book of love by Peter Gabriel.

4. Jim Brickman. This man is a legend.

5. Come on get higher by Matt Nathanson.

6. World on fire by Sarah Mclachlan.

7. Jonas brothers!!!!

6 things i have learnt this past year

1. Women make up half of the population of the world.

2. Multiple sex partners can lead to AIDS, syphilis etc etc

3. Guys are idiots

4. Speak up for myself

5. Never lend anyone anything that's valuable to you unless you trust/know him/her

6. Time and tide waits for no man

6 valuable things i own

1. My piano, my clavi, my guitar and violin

2. ballet shoes

3. Handphone

4. Laptop

5. Westlife albums

6. Sailormoon DVDs

6 bloggers i tag

1. Siao Wei
2. Hui Fang
3. Denise
4. Patsy
5. Ivan
6. Cynthia

There And Back Again

It is depressing to think that i won't be going home until a month later, which is exactly on christmas eve. Even then, i've thought about not going back for christmas too until my crazy exams are over but then again, i suppose it's too much to ask of myself considering the fact that i've actually never been away from home for more than a month (i somehow have to go back once every three weeks or two, which means being away for month is a pretty damn good achievement now) and i just can't bear to spend christmas away from home and alone here in sad, depressing KL.

What's more disappointing is that i can't attend Jasmin's charity concert on Dec1 and i would really love to perform for her and be involve in such various ways! I miss being on centre-stage. I even missed attending Priscilla's charity concert and i missed all the ballet performances (Cyn's Paquita, Fame, Mamma Mia etc etc)! All because of the very fact that i am no longer in penang. Life isn't fair at all, is it? I mean these are things that i'm really passionate about and what the hell now.

I think i don't have a life right now. I will have one soon, but not yet. Not until this madness is over that i can fly, high hiGH HIGH up into the sky!! Ok i need to come down now. But you get the idea of how excited i am to get rid of this seriously. All i'm saying is my life right now revolves around going back and forth to uni, having lunch and dinner which is the only time my thoughts aren't with the piles of notes that fill up half my study table, and trying to get ahead of time just so i can finish studying within this utterly, unbelievably, crazily and insanely short period of time that has been allocated.

Life at home is so much better. I just wish that i never have to grow up. I have an effin' mock osce coming up this friday and nothing's going in my head and i need to make time to read my stupid csu notes and on top of it, do revision because this is the only time that i can do so.

MY GOD! My life is just so pathetic and i think i'm going berserk! Maybe i have schizophrenia.

I Hate Food

I mean right..that is so not in me to hate food. I bet it must be that disgusting IMU-8-dishes-on-4th-floor thing seriously. It made me puke last night. This morning, maybe. It's bad enough that they actually closed the whole canteen down for renovation purpose, leaving us with nothing to eat, but all they can do is to just serve eight, very non-appealing dishes on our 4th floor. It wasn't even eight, cos 2 of it have already finished. I took only two vegetables and some teeny weeny bit of rice and it cost me rm2.50. Sick lah KL people. Tsk. Woke up at about 5am-ish cos my stomach was feeling horrible and i was getting very nauseous. Tossed in my bed for like half an hour or so, then i decided maybe i should try puking. I waited in front of my toilet bowl (lol), nothing came out. Called mum up, took some chinese pills, went back to sleep but couldn't. Tossed and tossed, until finally...my area postrema signalled my motor cortex and it told me to get up and get running to the toilet bowl again. It finally came out! Gosh i hate vomiting cos of course it's such an unpleasant feeling and the after-effect of it. SIgh. But i feel much better =)

You know they say God work in miraculous ways that you can't even imagine? I say they're right. I'm going home tonight! =D Which means, i get special treatment at home, i get special home-cooked food (it may be just porridge but i still love it) and i get special everything lah! =D And thank god, i'm taking a flight back. Imagine if i were on a bus.

Summative and EOS5 is coming! GASP!!!!

Drained

I am just so tired this whole week through. Completely drained. Utterly exhausted. Speechless. So were all the previous weeks since sem5 started. Last week was more bearable because mum was here with me. I could just forget how ruthless life can be at times when she's around me. Good things always come to an end too soon i always say. And so it did.

It actually isn't about being really busy that i had to hustle here and there every second of the day. It was more like being mentally exhausted from all the stress of getting things done on time, trying to study, trying to do pbls, trying to prepare for mock osce, trying to read everything under the sun, trying to pay attention in class when sleep is so scarce and just trying to do everything right! I mean i'm trying real hard to stay focused and just study but all i can think of is post-exam, what mich, surin and i'd be doing and all the fun i'd have at home! Going ballet with Siao Wei, hanging out with Sooi, and spending so much time with mum n dad and watching tv for infinite hours! Now i can't even sit down quietly to read my notes that i have to have my laptop on and play any movie even if it means i've watched it a hundred times. I am scared. I am nervous about eos 5. But i'm just not doing anything at all! I just simply, cannot comprehend the fact that i have such limited time to read 10 systems and i'm still really slacking here. I'm stressing so hard that my hair keeps falling off (literally!) and i'm putting on so much of weight and my pimple keeps popping out after one another. Just cut me some slack seriously.

Why can't life be much easier?!

And i'm so caught up with everything that's moving on earth that i forgot about surin's birthday and i felt really bad. Sorry again surin! But you know why lah *grins* Big present awaits you =D

Photoshoot was ok. Something else happened and i wasn't happy about it at all. I will not allow anyone to push me around again. I will tell you that i don't like it when i don't like it. I'm just so tired of getting frustrated for not being able to tell people what i feel and think just because i hate upsetting them. One lesson learnt: stand up for yourself.

Sigh. Anyways, i'll upload some pics which i took with mum when she was here the other day. It's from my new camera =) And i really should get going now.

Photoshoot!

I know Mich and i really don't have a life. I mean seriously. It's just a stupid little photoshoot today for our convo mag. And here we both are contemplating so hard (very hard) about what to bring, how to pose with it and what to wear (this is only mich, cos i told her we'd be wearing our labcoats so who the hell cares about what's inside as long as you have something on lol). Ok, maybe it isn't a stupid little photoshoot since it's gonna be on our profile page (or wherever in the mag it's gonna be) and as sane a human as we all are, we'd wanna look good (at least, ok).

Guess what i'm bringing? My ballet shoe!!!! =D It will finally be in the spotlight! =) In fact, i even wanted to take my pic in LT2 with the grand piano as my object, but i doubt Jan Kee and the rest would gladly allow me to do so LOL what's so special about me lahh!

Anyways, mum is here! =DD Never been happier! Since Sunday night, leaving this Sunday evening too =( BOOHOOO!

High School Musical 3 - Again

Wait people. I know this is about HSM 3 again. Yes, AGAIN. But in actual fact, i came across the All Malaysian Blogger Website and they're giving away 10 free HSM3 soundtracks. And all i have to do is just this. So, those not interested, don't read on. But do read, AMB! =D

Answer question 1 : The character played by Zac Efron is so obviously TROY BOLTON (need to caps this up for easy view LOL). Besides, anyone who doesn't know this seriously needs to be shot down for being such an ass.

Then, i just need to paste this pic up =) Pretty darn easy.


Next, i obviously need to write anything that comes to my mind about High School Musical. Right. I don't suppose i need to fortify the fact that i am so totally in love with this movie. I mean i've already done the review like a few posts back.

When i think of HSM, i suppose the first thing or a few hundreds of things that comes through my mind is how terrificly choreographed their dance moves are and how easily the songs can capture one's heart. Kenny Ortega is the man (i know i've already said that before but he really is so good. he's phenomenal)! I swear i could sing to you all the songs from the very first HSM and believe it or not, i even learnt the steps for "we're all in this together". Honest to God. LOL Bet you didn't know i was that insane. But it is THAT good. Trust me.

The only thing i'm disappointed is that HSM 2 was a total flop. It was too much of a Gabriella and Troy moment that we didn't see much of the other casts and the songs were too forgettable.

Thank goodness, HSM 3 managed a come back. I wouldn't say it is as good as the first, but it definitely was better than the second and it was a great way to end the whole series. Songs again were great, none forgettable (i bet all girls were screaming, wishing they were Gabriella when she danced with Troy to "can i have this dance" on the rooftop. i know i did LOL). It is like a total reminisce of the first movie. And it feels a lot different watching in a big screen rather than on Disney Channel like the previous two. I suppose it shows how much of fame, popularity, demand and fans they've garnered throughout the entire period and this is exactly the one way to hit off the finale for High School Musical.

Oh, and did i mention how absurdly talented the whole cast is? I mean you only hate Sharpay because Ashley Tisdale plays her so well! And in fact, i think i really like Sharpay for her totally bitchy attitude. How can anyone not like Troy right? Each Wildcat are so unique that you can't help but to love all of them and so the credit goes to each of the cast. They've epitomize their own characters. I can't possibly imagine anyone doing a re-make of this and casting someone else in any of their shoes. NO WAY.

And finally, it is a total misconception that HSM is only for tweens or kids or babies or failed-to-grow-up-adults. I saw an old couple at my cinema =D I believe that there is always a kid in us no matter how old we are and noone, NOONE, should ever be tired of a musical. You think you're cool watching an all-grown-up movie? Puh-leaassee..

High School Musical rules!!! =)

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better...

A Little Of This And That

It's really weird that when i don't try to come up with a topic here, my ideas keep flooding my brain and compresses onto all my cranial nerves that i'd get all excited and crazy! But now that i'm here, i find it rather difficult to even start a line.

The holidays were of massive fun that i wished it never had to end. I dreaded the very thought of coming back to imu and being thrown back into reality. I mean i miss the company of my friends but the very thought of attending all those terrible lectures (which i usually end up clueless about) and the very fact that eos5 is fast approaching and i still haven't started a single revision on my previous systems yet and a whole lot of new lectures which i still have to catch up with and just great, i have a mock osce coming up soon. I guess i just find it hard to even be human.

Spent so much time at home just being me, just being around mum and dad. I don't think i'd ever want to leave that comfort zone of mine. Although i know it's sooner or later. That, and the fact that penang has so much of food to offer! There wasn't a single moment where i was hungry at all. Guess that explains the weight a little. LOL.

Dinner with my dad's old gang (Uncle Tony, Aunty Joyce, Aaron etc etc) was great as well. I think i really do miss their company. Not that i like being around aunties and uncles but then again, they're a fun bunch of oldies. LOL. My god, Aaron is huge now! Not huge huge, but it's sad to see him being taller than i am now. He used to be this tiny little boy and we'd both have so much fun together! (i'm not a pedophile) I meant fun as in when we were still kids. And he'd always ask why am i that short. Tsk! Gahh, i just missed those good old days. Wished we didn't have to grow up =(

Plus i watched High School Musical 3! *spoiler ahead*!!


Definitely one of my favourite scenes =)

I actually think it's really good. Of course it can't be better than the first. HSM 1 is like THE HSM movie you know. But this i guarantee, is so much better than the second. Definitely. And Kenny Ortega really deserves an applaud for all of this seriously. He's this old man (not really old, but old) who just has so much of this really great dance moves and is constantly bursting with so much of ideas! He choreographed Miley Cyrus's Best Of Both World Tour (not that i'm interested) and all of these HSM movies?! HE'S THE MAN! =D Mich and I couldn't agree more that Zac is hot being shirtless. LOL. You can't control the girl with the raging hormones, can u? =) And the songs in HSM 3 is so much better than the second. My favourite has to be Right Here, Right Now; Can I Have This Dance; Just Wanna Be With You and Scream. Sharpay and Ryan definitely sing better songs here and man do i love Sharpay more =) Chad *nodds head* is really good. Period. Go watch it if you haven't!




It's not easy to be me...

Baby Baby Baby!

Look at my beautiful girl..ain't she cute?! =D It's been 9 months. Like WOW. I love my Cheng Cheng!! =) The second pic however, does look like she's trying to show us the middle finger. LOL Wonder where that gene came from.. ;)

Emo

It started out pretty bad today. The base of the skull is an absolute pathetic subject. Don't remind me of how we dreaded each and every minute of this morning.

And then, Mich, Shelva, Teck Jian and i had this looooong conversation in the library cafe over relationships and girls and boys. In conclusion, i just think boys are idiots.

Then, the printer in the library is just effin annoying. And it partially ruined my already ruined day.

Then, Surin and i were discussing about Seremban. Imagine we'd be there in 4 months time. It's bad enough here in KL, now i have to be in that ulu place. Questions of where to say, what kind of house to stay, who to stay with, this and that...like how we both hope we'd get another not so difficult housemate.

Then, Mich and i had this conversation of how we're both not gonna be with each other soon. Like 3 more months being together and then she's gone. Who am i gonna have boy conversations with, annoying housemate conversations with..how am i gonna bitch about absolutely everything under sun when i used to do this so often with her. And like how we both have such similar thoughts, we say the same things at the same time, we roll our eyes at anything that annoys us and how the M n M would always be together. Sigh. I know i still have Surin and Shelva with me and don't get me wrong but i love them to bits too. It's just that our conversations are different. Like how today Mich and i were talking about getting married and all, how we're both so afraid of what the future holds for us and probably if i told Surin "surin! i think i might runaway the night before my wedding!" and she'd probably go "wtf???!!!!" LOL nolah, she doesn't use the F word, but you get the idea. It's only with Mich that we'd both tell each other our craziest thoughts. Seriously.

Sigh. And i know i'll miss the rest of the batch that'd be going overseas too. Maybe not all. But some.

Isn't scary when you have your whole life laid before you? I am.

I Can Still Recall

I am telling you this three songs are so good. You'd be crazy if you don't agree with me. Yes, i'm still not over with Mamma Mia just yet. That's only because it is definitely one movie that i'd watch again and again and not get tired of it ever, ever, ever! Because it's so MY type of movie you know. And i bet the musical is going to be one hell of a great show as well, if not more. Definitely. Sadly, i don't think i'd be able to make it. One, cos it's too expensive. Two, cos my idiotic finals are approaching. Absolutely hate the idea. But i think i'd settle listening to these three songs. =D




Meryl Streep is just phenomenal in this. Period. Although technology wasn't that advanced when Abba first recorded this, but i still think Meryl did a better job in this than Abba. With all due respect, i think Abba is one of the greatest band alive but Meryl nailed this. So much of feelings and emotion! Like i could just rip my heart out! I could cry all day listening to this. Seriously. A bit of a pitch problems here and there (Randy's style) but nonetheless, a great great great job indeed!



I always say a man who knows how to play the guitar can get any girl he wants. Yes, including me. Colin Firth is smokin hot in this! Damn man. Despite the sad fact that they had to turn him gay in the end (which i was pretty pissed at), i still think he's one of the hottest British actor there is. Pierce Brosnan sucks at singing but I have to say he looks pretty good in this too. Stellan, my octopus or whatever creature he is in Pirates of Caribbean, im sorry he's such a bad singer. Maybe i just can't get his face as the octopus man off my mind. LOL



My all time FAVOURITE Abba song. Period. This is the song that made me want to dance and shake my booty so badly in the theatres. No joke. =D

Mamma mia...Here I Go Again!

30 Minute Vacation

I was in Langkawi last night. I am absolutely telling the truth! The catch is, i only spent 30 minutes there. Guess what. My flight had to be diverted to Langkawi due to the unwelcoming weather here in Penang. I am absolutely pissed! VERY. The uncle next to me couldn't stop shaking his bald head. LOL We were hovering above the air for like 30 minutes while the pilot tried different angles to get into Penang in the stormy, thundery night. Just great. Was supposed to reach home by 8pm but I got home at 11pm. Don't expect me to be all sweet and nice about it. Grrr!

Bloody Tag

Sigh. I do, at times, enjoy watching at how people tag one another. No. I don't secretly wish they'd tag me. But if they did, it would seem rude not to oblige. So anyways..

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?

yes..Joe Jonas of course! =D

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
with Joe..

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
my birthday gifts

4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
who doesnt?!

5. WHAT’S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
a year ago LOL

6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
clothes (i'm half a shopping queen), shoes, books, sailormoon, westlife

7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
imu's pathetic canteen food

8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX?
the eyes

9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?
sorry, im too indecisive. there are tonnes!

11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED?
Convent Light Street

12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
"I will follow you..."

13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:
Gurney or Queensbay, penang rocks!

14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:
sorry, i'm too pampered

15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
no

16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:
no

17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
MYSELF! didn't you all know Joe married me?!

18. FIRST FRIEND YOU’D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:
michelle G.

19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:?
a week ago

20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
McDs.

21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
i don't talk to liars

24. CAN YOU COOK?
try me

25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:
my mum's red bmw 3 series. tell me i'm cool LOL

27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
like everyday?

28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:
used to hate mushrooms. now i love them. i live for food!

29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
i have a wonderful family

30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF?
my height. tell me about it

32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:
told u i'm pampered

33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
harry potter, lotr

34. CAN YOU SING?
try asking my high school mates. they love it when i sing LOL

35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
jim brickman's. awesome!!

36. LAST KISS?
my mum

37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:
i buy them

38.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT?
handphone

39. FAVORITE vacation spot:
i love traveling to anywhere!

43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
Laptop.

44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:
adam sandler

45. DO YOU SMOKE?
wish they die faster

46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
with! u idiot

47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?
ben, patrick, louise, leo, pudding, ted, nemo, shin chan, sparkle, coco, bobby, garfield

48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?:
no. but i'd like to believe they do

49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
never. im a perfect citizen

50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
both!

51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:
they give me diarrhoea

52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
anyhow!

53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
yes

54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE:
mum

55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:
danis

56. LAST TEXT RECEIVED?:
shelva

58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:
5

59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
tshirt and shorts

60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:
I'll be..your crying shoulder I'll be, love's suicide.....

61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:
any jelly!

62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
no

63. CAN YOU SWIM?
no. Joe can save me

64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:
any flavour!

65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
no

66. I LOVE ________
my parents

68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:
no

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
autumn

70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED ?
at lunch

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?
idiotic 7am

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:
the snow!

73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?:
never

75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
hammy! lol

76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:
cool

77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND??
going home, celebrating cousin's birthday, trying out a german restaurant

78. BIRTHDATE
8 july 1988

79. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:
Yeah

80. ARE YOU SMILING?:
nope. im about to kill joon heng

81. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
no

82. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
paris

83. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?:
no

84. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
i have like..........................hundreds? maybe no, Joe is enough =)

85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
dont know

86. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?:
Black

88. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:
no

90. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
no

91. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?
on level 23

92. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:
i dont know

93. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?
yes

94. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE IN PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
no

95. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?
my chain

96. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?
stab myself

97. TAG THREE OTHER PEOPLE

cant i just tag one?!

97 questions. Damn. I tag....hui fang, siao wei, patsy!

2nd Time Around

I am feeling ecstatic! Not because Joe Jonas kissed me. LOL Although I would very much like him to *grins* but because, my cousin sister is pregnant again! AGAIN! Whooohooo! What a whirlwind of events since she got married. Hey, I don't mind having two nieces or one niece one nephew. I already have a niece. And I love her. She is SO SO SO adorable!

I guess my aunt can't get enough of being a grandma just yet. She said "haiya, now so young can give birth, good lah! The more the merrier. After that, just tie it lah!"

Damn funny.

Anyways, i can't wait to see her for chinese new year =)

Down Memory Lane

Music has been part of my life for as long as i can remember. I was only 4 when mum sent me to my first music class and i absolutely enjoyed it to bits. And back then, mum would always tell me that i sound like Bonnie Tyler (she sang total eclipse of the heart just in case you don't know) because my voice was really coarse LOL (of course it isn't so now you idiot. haven't you heard me talk?!)

She bought me my first piano then. I still remember that it was brown and Yamaha of course (my all-time favourite brand). In fact, i attended 2 music classes. One was Yamaha-based, the other was ABRSM. I like how the Yamaha music course would always encourage the freedom of expression in our music, how they'd train us in improvisation skills, transposition, hearing, sight reading and singing but because i'm not a perfect pitch person, my teacher Jasmin could never stop yelling at me LOL And how we'd always get to perform on stages for numerous, various occassions! AB on the other hand, it's good in honing one's playing skills. I hate the scales! All the gruelling practices and finger-aching sessions..oh those insufferable moments!

Then i remember my very first Electone Festival. None, including ourselves, in our wildest dreams, would ever think that we could actually make it. And we did. We did!

We called ourselves CML then cause we were a bunch of idiots who couldn't come up with a better name for our group, other than putting our intials together. Yeah, shoot us.

Then, came Senzation. We didn't win (damn pissed off with all the internal politics) but it was another one of those really great times i'd remember forever. Somebody once said "it isn't about what you get at the end, but it's the journey that you take to get there which is all that really matters".

Finally, my last group Le Fort Vague. Maybe it was our choice of song this time. Sigh. Then again, one can never get enough of music in their life. Nonetheless, i love and miss every single bit of it. From all the practices, to perfecting every part of the piece, to making sure all is well, to dressing up, to making Yap look non-sluggish LOL (that guy has no sense of fashion).

If i had photoshop or something, i would've removed the girl in green. Hate her. We all do. Pink panther.

My point is, I seem to have forgotten how much music means to me and that insane passion that i used to have everytime i played my piano. I seem to be so caught up with everything else like school work, to catching up with my latest drama. And because i'm now away from home, it only means that i have to for go my music lessons and even ballet, the two things that i really love doing. It also means less time for practice, in fact no time at all. Mum bought me a Clavi in KL and of course, i'm absolutely grateful and glad and happy and ecstatic and all nuts about it. The thing is everytime i play, i just feel that sudden emptiness within, like there's something missing. I didn't know what that was until i read what huifang said. That we're only playing the piano because we were afraid we'd forget how to play them. We'd forget how to run our fingers up and down the keyboard, we'd forget what C major sounds like, we'd forget how to do an arpeggios, we'd forget how to sight read, we'd forget how to do a thrill, we'd forget what pianoforte is and we'd even forget how a piano would sound. It is sad, but true. I'm merely playing it for the sake of it. There's no feelings in it, there's no purpose in it, and it lacks that will to improve on each piece. I guess now i know what that missing piece is. Don't get me wrong. I still love my black piano a lot. And i love all the pieces of score sheets that i have.

Reading huifang's blog and i saw that picture of us on the keyboards at EF (although it was a hideous pic of me) and watching Camp Rock made me realize how much i miss it and how much it means to me. It was my best friend throughout my early years and it still is now. Just that maybe i misplaced this best friend of mine at the corner of my cupboard but i found it now =)

And as for ballet, i'm still searching for the answer to my question. Maybe it was never meant to happen. Maybe it wasn't my calling no matter how much i loved it. I still do.

Miss wearing my pointe shoe, my soft pointes, my leotard, and everything in between. The only thing i wouldn't miss is doing pirouettes. Hate it.

Time and tide waits for no man. Time traveling seems impossible. Maybe soon. If only someone had invented a time machine. Wouldn't it be great for all of us?

Cos You Had A Bad Day

Today's a really bad day. I didn't like it AT ALL.

Wish tomorrow would be a better one.

Btw, "Incredible Hulk" is really good. Amazingly good. But I wished Eric Bana had continued playing Bruce Banner. More masculine. Edward Norton's a bit...skinny? LOL

Mamma Mia Camp Rock!

Ok I am planning to stop blabbing about Camp Rock and The Jonas Brothers after this post. I promise.

Watched it last night! Whooohooo =D A quick review. *Spoiler Ahead*

I thought the plot could've been a little bit better. I felt some of the scenes didn't really connect. Like how Tess found out that Mitchie is the girl Shane's looking for and how she stole her song book and the audience would naturally think that Tess would be doing the song "This Is Me" for Final Jam, stealing Mitchie's limelight. But it didn't happen so. And then, there were some other missing pieces here and there.

Overall, it was ok. Demi Lovato is such a breath of fresh air. She just has this very infectious smile. A big, wide smile =) And if it wasn't for the fact that the JBs and Demi are the main cast, I think I would seriously consider watching it at all. Stop. You don't even have to ask if Joe is hot. YES HE IS.

In fact, I think HSM set the benchmark for all the Disney Channel Original Movies. It is THE epitome, you know. Like how I remember all the songs from HSM cos they're so good. Everyone of it. HSM 2 should have a switch in title, to like "Troy and Gabriella's Moment" or something. Seriously. I like "Gotta Find You", "This Is Me", "Here I Am" and "Play My Music" in Camp Rock =D cos they were the only ones that sounded good anyway. LOL


I watched Mamma Mia too! Loved it loved it loved it ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT!

Meryl Streep can really sing. Amanda Seyfried is so gorgeous. Julie Walters is such fun to watch. Colin Firth is so freakin' hot with his guitar. Pierce Brosnan CANNOT sing. Stellan Skarsgard is bad (I dont know why but he reminds me of the octopus guy in Pirates of the Caribbean).

It is good. So good. Period. Watch it yourself. I'm tired of typing and figuring the words to describing how much I loved it.