November 29, 2008

Pouts

No, life isn't fair at all. Completely unfair! Mock osce had to be one day before the release of Twilight (the first screening) and exams have to be so near and now i can't go watch it =( To go all the way to the theatres to catch it would probably take too much out of me cos i'm constantly pressing for time and when i have a little bit of time, I NEED IT TO BREATHE. And the first Twilight book is just literally next door to me (with Yilin) and here am i, controlling that every ounce of tempation that is drawing me to it. I know if i start reading it, i won't stop till i finish all four and i know that's gonna be costly no matter how fast a reader i am. Tsk! The thought of Robert Pattinson just drives me crazy! And Kristen Stewart is just plain stunning. Period.


Everyone's on holidays now. SPM ended, STPM might've/already ended and the whole damn world is already in the festive mood. And tell me what am i doing here now?! Studying. Great lah seriously.

November 26, 2008

Tagged by Joon

6 Things i'm passionate about

1. Music
Which includes playing the piano, practising my terrible violin skills and guitar and performing! And singing (i might not have celine dion's vocal cords, or whitney houston's, but it's not like the world would crumble apart when i start singing, so haha) I say, no music, no life!

2. Dancing
Definitely ballet, my all-time favourite classical dance =) Despite my not-so-perfect physique for ballet, i still love it. Love ballroom dancing too! I have to thank Mich for this because she suggested i do ballroom dancing for my first elective and i absolutely fell in love with it ie waltz, tango!

3. Movies, TV or any kind of entertainment that helps to perk up my sad, dull life =) And again, no tv, no life!

4. Westlife. Need i explain more? I mean if you don't know how insanely i am in love with these lads, then you don't know me at all. Seriously.

5. Novels. Only good books. I tend to keep only the good ones =)

6. Shopping. I'm a little divided on this. I tend to have a special certain day where i'd go crazy which is when the intense shopping craze sets in and that's when i really really need to buy a pair of shoes, clothes and all. LOL.

7. I'd add football as an extra one here. Not that i follow closely each and every match from the EPLs and Champion Leagues and what other leagues there are, but my favourite team has always been Manchester United. I give credit to my cousin bro who kept going "goal goal goal!" in my face ages ago and when he had David Beckham's face plastered all over his wall. And no, my cousin bro isn't gay you baboon. I like the other teams for their good-looking players but that's just about it. There's just something about ManU.

6 Books i read recently

no i'm not taking into account those freakin medical textbooks that i read. They're not books. They're encyclopedias. Which means, they're impossible.

1. 5 people you meet in heaven by Mitch Albom

2. Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom

3. All 6 installments of Harry Potter (i never get tired of reading them over and over again)

4. Angela's Ashes by Frank McCourt

5. 'Tis by Frank McCourt

6. LOTR by Tolkien

6 songs/albums

1. Definitely Westlife. I never get tired of all of the albums

2. The Corrs. Every album again. Love them so much! Wish they didn't have to get married and give birth to so many now that they have to retire from this biz. Tsk

3. The book of love by Peter Gabriel.

4. Jim Brickman. This man is a legend.

5. Come on get higher by Matt Nathanson.

6. World on fire by Sarah Mclachlan.

7. Jonas brothers!!!!

6 things i have learnt this past year

1. Women make up half of the population of the world.

2. Multiple sex partners can lead to AIDS, syphilis etc etc

3. Guys are idiots

4. Speak up for myself

5. Never lend anyone anything that's valuable to you unless you trust/know him/her

6. Time and tide waits for no man

6 valuable things i own

1. My piano, my clavi, my guitar and violin

2. ballet shoes

3. Handphone

4. Laptop

5. Westlife albums

6. Sailormoon DVDs

6 bloggers i tag

1. Siao Wei
2. Hui Fang
3. Denise
4. Patsy
5. Ivan
6. Cynthia

November 25, 2008

There And Back Again

It is depressing to think that i won't be going home until a month later, which is exactly on christmas eve. Even then, i've thought about not going back for christmas too until my crazy exams are over but then again, i suppose it's too much to ask of myself considering the fact that i've actually never been away from home for more than a month (i somehow have to go back once every three weeks or two, which means being away for month is a pretty damn good achievement now) and i just can't bear to spend christmas away from home and alone here in sad, depressing KL.

What's more disappointing is that i can't attend Jasmin's charity concert on Dec1 and i would really love to perform for her and be involve in such various ways! I miss being on centre-stage. I even missed attending Priscilla's charity concert and i missed all the ballet performances (Cyn's Paquita, Fame, Mamma Mia etc etc)! All because of the very fact that i am no longer in penang. Life isn't fair at all, is it? I mean these are things that i'm really passionate about and what the hell now.

I think i don't have a life right now. I will have one soon, but not yet. Not until this madness is over that i can fly, high hiGH HIGH up into the sky!! Ok i need to come down now. But you get the idea of how excited i am to get rid of this seriously. All i'm saying is my life right now revolves around going back and forth to uni, having lunch and dinner which is the only time my thoughts aren't with the piles of notes that fill up half my study table, and trying to get ahead of time just so i can finish studying within this utterly, unbelievably, crazily and insanely short period of time that has been allocated.

Life at home is so much better. I just wish that i never have to grow up. I have an effin' mock osce coming up this friday and nothing's going in my head and i need to make time to read my stupid csu notes and on top of it, do revision because this is the only time that i can do so.

MY GOD! My life is just so pathetic and i think i'm going berserk! Maybe i have schizophrenia.

November 18, 2008

I Hate Food

I mean right..that is so not in me to hate food. I bet it must be that disgusting IMU-8-dishes-on-4th-floor thing seriously. It made me puke last night. This morning, maybe. It's bad enough that they actually closed the whole canteen down for renovation purpose, leaving us with nothing to eat, but all they can do is to just serve eight, very non-appealing dishes on our 4th floor. It wasn't even eight, cos 2 of it have already finished. I took only two vegetables and some teeny weeny bit of rice and it cost me rm2.50. Sick lah KL people. Tsk. Woke up at about 5am-ish cos my stomach was feeling horrible and i was getting very nauseous. Tossed in my bed for like half an hour or so, then i decided maybe i should try puking. I waited in front of my toilet bowl (lol), nothing came out. Called mum up, took some chinese pills, went back to sleep but couldn't. Tossed and tossed, until finally...my area postrema signalled my motor cortex and it told me to get up and get running to the toilet bowl again. It finally came out! Gosh i hate vomiting cos of course it's such an unpleasant feeling and the after-effect of it. SIgh. But i feel much better =)

You know they say God work in miraculous ways that you can't even imagine? I say they're right. I'm going home tonight! =D Which means, i get special treatment at home, i get special home-cooked food (it may be just porridge but i still love it) and i get special everything lah! =D And thank god, i'm taking a flight back. Imagine if i were on a bus.

Summative and EOS5 is coming! GASP!!!!

November 14, 2008

Drained

I am just so tired this whole week through. Completely drained. Utterly exhausted. Speechless. So were all the previous weeks since sem5 started. Last week was more bearable because mum was here with me. I could just forget how ruthless life can be at times when she's around me. Good things always come to an end too soon i always say. And so it did.

It actually isn't about being really busy that i had to hustle here and there every second of the day. It was more like being mentally exhausted from all the stress of getting things done on time, trying to study, trying to do pbls, trying to prepare for mock osce, trying to read everything under the sun, trying to pay attention in class when sleep is so scarce and just trying to do everything right! I mean i'm trying real hard to stay focused and just study but all i can think of is post-exam, what mich, surin and i'd be doing and all the fun i'd have at home! Going ballet with Siao Wei, hanging out with Sooi, and spending so much time with mum n dad and watching tv for infinite hours! Now i can't even sit down quietly to read my notes that i have to have my laptop on and play any movie even if it means i've watched it a hundred times. I am scared. I am nervous about eos 5. But i'm just not doing anything at all! I just simply, cannot comprehend the fact that i have such limited time to read 10 systems and i'm still really slacking here. I'm stressing so hard that my hair keeps falling off (literally!) and i'm putting on so much of weight and my pimple keeps popping out after one another. Just cut me some slack seriously.

Why can't life be much easier?!

And i'm so caught up with everything that's moving on earth that i forgot about surin's birthday and i felt really bad. Sorry again surin! But you know why lah *grins* Big present awaits you =D

Photoshoot was ok. Something else happened and i wasn't happy about it at all. I will not allow anyone to push me around again. I will tell you that i don't like it when i don't like it. I'm just so tired of getting frustrated for not being able to tell people what i feel and think just because i hate upsetting them. One lesson learnt: stand up for yourself.

Sigh. Anyways, i'll upload some pics which i took with mum when she was here the other day. It's from my new camera =) And i really should get going now.

November 7, 2008

Photoshoot!

I know Mich and i really don't have a life. I mean seriously. It's just a stupid little photoshoot today for our convo mag. And here we both are contemplating so hard (very hard) about what to bring, how to pose with it and what to wear (this is only mich, cos i told her we'd be wearing our labcoats so who the hell cares about what's inside as long as you have something on lol). Ok, maybe it isn't a stupid little photoshoot since it's gonna be on our profile page (or wherever in the mag it's gonna be) and as sane a human as we all are, we'd wanna look good (at least, ok).

Guess what i'm bringing? My ballet shoe!!!! =D It will finally be in the spotlight! =) In fact, i even wanted to take my pic in LT2 with the grand piano as my object, but i doubt Jan Kee and the rest would gladly allow me to do so LOL what's so special about me lahh!

Anyways, mum is here! =DD Never been happier! Since Sunday night, leaving this Sunday evening too =( BOOHOOO!

November 4, 2008

High School Musical 3 - Again

Wait people. I know this is about HSM 3 again. Yes, AGAIN. But in actual fact, i came across the All Malaysian Blogger Website and they're giving away 10 free HSM3 soundtracks. And all i have to do is just this. So, those not interested, don't read on. But do read, AMB! =D

Answer question 1 : The character played by Zac Efron is so obviously TROY BOLTON (need to caps this up for easy view LOL). Besides, anyone who doesn't know this seriously needs to be shot down for being such an ass.

Then, i just need to paste this pic up =) Pretty darn easy.


Next, i obviously need to write anything that comes to my mind about High School Musical. Right. I don't suppose i need to fortify the fact that i am so totally in love with this movie. I mean i've already done the review like a few posts back.

When i think of HSM, i suppose the first thing or a few hundreds of things that comes through my mind is how terrificly choreographed their dance moves are and how easily the songs can capture one's heart. Kenny Ortega is the man (i know i've already said that before but he really is so good. he's phenomenal)! I swear i could sing to you all the songs from the very first HSM and believe it or not, i even learnt the steps for "we're all in this together". Honest to God. LOL Bet you didn't know i was that insane. But it is THAT good. Trust me.

The only thing i'm disappointed is that HSM 2 was a total flop. It was too much of a Gabriella and Troy moment that we didn't see much of the other casts and the songs were too forgettable.

Thank goodness, HSM 3 managed a come back. I wouldn't say it is as good as the first, but it definitely was better than the second and it was a great way to end the whole series. Songs again were great, none forgettable (i bet all girls were screaming, wishing they were Gabriella when she danced with Troy to "can i have this dance" on the rooftop. i know i did LOL). It is like a total reminisce of the first movie. And it feels a lot different watching in a big screen rather than on Disney Channel like the previous two. I suppose it shows how much of fame, popularity, demand and fans they've garnered throughout the entire period and this is exactly the one way to hit off the finale for High School Musical.

Oh, and did i mention how absurdly talented the whole cast is? I mean you only hate Sharpay because Ashley Tisdale plays her so well! And in fact, i think i really like Sharpay for her totally bitchy attitude. How can anyone not like Troy right? Each Wildcat are so unique that you can't help but to love all of them and so the credit goes to each of the cast. They've epitomize their own characters. I can't possibly imagine anyone doing a re-make of this and casting someone else in any of their shoes. NO WAY.

And finally, it is a total misconception that HSM is only for tweens or kids or babies or failed-to-grow-up-adults. I saw an old couple at my cinema =D I believe that there is always a kid in us no matter how old we are and noone, NOONE, should ever be tired of a musical. You think you're cool watching an all-grown-up movie? Puh-leaassee..

High School Musical rules!!! =)

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better...