October 8, 2010

i pray

i've never looked to god any more than i do these few days. day 3 without you and i've knelt before god too many a time. i asked for him to give me the strength to get on with life. to give me the courage to live without you. and then i question god. i asked him why he had to put me through all these if he knew it would only end this way and tear me into pieces. i asked why couldn't he made you love me and want me more.

i remember how everytime you touched me, i felt alive. but today, when you did, it only crushed my broken heart ever more.

day 3 - i'm empty.

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