Disaster strikes

spoken: Think about the generations and to say we want to make it a better world for our children and our children's children. So that they know it's a better world for them; and think if they can make it a better place.

There's a place in your heart And I know that it is love

And this place could be much Brighter than tomorrow.

And if you really try You'll find there's no need to cry

In this place you'll feel There's no hurt or sorrow.

There are ways to get there

If you care enough for the living

Make a little space, make a better place.

Chorus: Heal the world

Make it a better place

For you and for me and the entire human race

There are people dying

If you care enough for the living

Make a better place

for You and for me.

If you want to know why

There's a love that cannot lie

Love is strong It only cares for joyful giving.

If we try we shall see

In this bliss we cannot feel

Fear or dread We stop existing and start living

Then it feels that always

Love's enough for us growing

Make a better world, make a better world.

Chorus: Heal the world

Make it a better place

For you and for me and the entire human race.

There are people dying

If you care enough for the living

Make a better place

for You and for me.

Bridge: And the dream we would conceived in

Will reveal a joyful face

And the world we once believed in

Will shine again in grace

Then why do we keep strangling life

Wound this earth, crucify it's soul

Though it's plain to see, this world is heavenly

Be God's glow.

We could fly so high

Let our spirits never die

In my heart I feel You are all my brothers

Create a world with no fear

Together we'll cry happy tears

See the nations turn

Their swords into plowshares

We could really get there

If you cared enough for the living

Make a little space to make a better place.

There are a lot of stories unheard of. How their survival instincts lead them to do what they did. It's sadly unfortunate that the aftershocks are hitting them again. 15 million displaced. 15 million. Death toll have now increased to 70,000. Or maybe more now. I suppose i can call China part of my home too because my granddad and my grand uncles are all fr china itself, which makes me a quarter of being a real mainland chinese (forgive me for my not-so-accurate mandarin please). And to know that Malaysian Chinese (or the entire Malaysian community, i'm not quite sure) have donated a colossal amount of RM15 million, is definitely something worth noting. I'm looking forward to this Friday's charity dinner at Mines with my aunt. Will talk about it soon.

guitar heroes

LOL thank you to hui fang who showed me this..really loved it to bits!! =DD

and like i said to hui fang..* I secretly wished archie would take off his pants too * LOL

david arculeta and one republic

I'm sorry i just have to put this in here! oh my god david.. you make me want you more!

I'm sorry i'm verging on being desperate here but somebody just hold me back..HELP!!

I take what i said previously. Maybe David Archuleta deserves to win a little bit more than Cook..ouch..but I still love you Cook =DD

Of Buses and Trains

It's amazing how complex the human mind can be. Have you ever had this moment, where you'd just be sitting down at your table, and then you get lost in your pool of thoughts. So many things running through your mind. From what lunch'll be tmr, to how about dinner tonight? And then, how you get to where you are today, to what happens next to the China earthquake victims. And then, you forget what you were thinking of just a second ago. So much so that it amazes you that one could think of so many a things at one particular moment.


Anyways, I went home for the Wesak day celebration. And as usual, the temples were packed like sardines. Would never missed out a chance to follow the procession though. It was absolutely beautiful. I don't know if there are any of these in KL or not.


Chronicles of Narnia (Prince Caspian) was absolute brilliant for your info. And I really have to admit that all of them had better acting skills than my beloved Daniel Radcliffe. (I still love you Daniel=) And oh my, Edmund (Skandar Keynes) is soooo very hot! Since when did his testosterone levels shot up this high??!! Take me with you,Edmund!! LOL Quote Michelle: Oh my god, since when did we become paedophiles??!! LOL

Sigh..every girls' dream =) *melts*

Here's to another great news. The new American Idol has finally been crowned. As much as I want David Archuleta to win, I wanted Cook to win as well. So basically, I'm torn apart. I think they both really deserved it, and this is probably the most talented and interesting season there has been. There were already tonnes of speculations that it was gonna be a showdown between the two Davids. And true enough, it was. I didn't like Cook's performance last night that much as compared to his previous ones and Archuleta's, and I seriously would've stood by Simon. But then again, credit has to be given for the courage and effort they've both put in and to be able to stand in front of millions of people is something worth applauding for. Here's to Archie who never fails to mesmerize me with his rendition of "imagine" and "heaven" and to Cook for "always be my baby". Cant wait for their albums!! No pirated copies please, people. =D

His crowning glory.

David david david david!!

On to the not so happy news, when I found out about the earthquake that hit Sichuan, China from my mum, it didn't hit me hard enough yet as to how much damage it cost. Until my aunt told me she was literally crying when she the news on tv, then only did I surfed the net for more pics and info. It was plain horrible. I mean, it isn't just about how many people who're dead, and how many more are left trapped underneath all the rubble, but the damage that it brings to the survivors as well as their families is incomprehensible. Imagine your life being scarred forever. It's the aftermath that needs to be tended to. And at the same time, rescue and relief efforts have to go hand in hand. What's the use of getting people out of there when they're probably gonna die in the end without proper food, water and sanitation. It's a sad, sad world out there. Fathers and mothers dead, children gone...*sigh*

My heart goes out to those griefing and to the survivors. I wished the world would be a better place to live in for all.

Hallucinations and fantasies

I just don't seem to understand people of the opposite sex. And i've always wondered why God created them in the first place. I mean other than the fact that opposite sex attracts each other, and they have sex and boom, out comes a baby to expand the horizon of humanity, I see no other reasons as to why they even exist. They're just impossible to be with! They think so highly of themselves and that they're so cute and hot and at anytime of the day, they can get any kind of girl they want. They're just absolutely, utterly absurd and ridiculous. Hello, if i'm nice to you doesnt mean i have a thing for you. In case you're wondering, I should suggest that each and everyone of you buy yourself a mirror. Stop fantasizing and hallucinating like i know you always do. Don't even venture into thinking and believing that you're any ladies' man. Don't even go there. You're way too out of place.

All of the above totally does not apply to my 2 weeks faci for pbl, Dr. Tan. Oh my god, he's so cute. Scratch that. LOL

ps: sigh Yee Hui Fang, I really shouldn't have announced it to the world that i had a nickname of lebam. Now I'm making headlines in your blog. Thank you for the publicity. (She's gonna say she's welcome)

Home soon

Forget the "mariah carey" post. It was just one of those really bad days where everything comes crashing down on you. Where everything becomes topsy turvy. Sigh. Anyways, life isn't getting that much easier. The problem with me is, I keep wanting to go out, keep wanting to stay away from my lecture notes as much as possible. More like I want to have a life. Yeah, y'all know it. Medical students are deprived of a life. It feels like a student prison here. And the more I do that, the more the notes pile up. It does get to me really, but the fact that I'm not doing anything about it just irritates myself and I'm stressed because Im just not rectifying the problem.

Then I keep wondering if medicine is really my calling. I know I want to be there. In Africa, in Iraq and all those war-torn and poverty-stricken places that you can name of. But somehow, that reason is just not strong enough to assure myself that yes, I am doing the right thing at this very moment.

I don't know if I will ever stop asking myself this very same question. I know I do it rather often, especially those whom I confide in, they'd prob have heard this a million times in a year or so. I'm just mad at myself that Im going in circles, back to the point where it all started. Circles are bad ok. Sigh again.

Anyways, Im glad Im going home this Friday for Wesak day. Really can't wait to be home with mum. I've missed Mother's day for the very first time. And I feel really, really bad. Sigh thrice.


ps: Yee Hui Fang, call me lebam again and you shall wait for the day I come back and kick your ass. Han Yin's coming back! I guess. We have to get together! No exams excuses please. Lol

mad

I AM SOOO MAD NOW!
I JUST DON'T KNOW WHY!
EVERYTHING IS OUT OF PLACE.
EVERYTHING'S NOT RIGHT.
EVERY GIRL IS A BITCH
EVERY GUY IS A BASTARD
THE WORLD IS SO UNFAIR.

I know this is a little "mariah carey" kinda thing. Maybe cause i'm having one of those days in a 28 days cycle thing. You know what. ARGH! But those hormones are just raging up and down now! And i just really wanna kill somebody! Anybody!
My handphone's not working, my housemate's leaving soon, my lecture notes are way behind time, i haven't finish reading my pbl, i haven't started reading endocrine, exam's coming again

MY LIFE IS OUT OF CONTROL!

smelly tofu!

I had my first smelly tofu (chau tau fu) experience today and I really loved it !! =D Thank you Chee Sooi Phing! She probably would've burst out in pride after reading this. LOL But nonetheless, it was a wonderful night out =) I was expecting it to be really smelly, and garbagy, but it wasn't that bad afterall. In fact, it wasn't bad at all. Just a very mild longkang smell. LOL. But once its in your mouth, it tasted like any other ordinary tofu. YUMMMMM!!

Looking forward to next tuesday =)