it's funny how the week started so badly. last week i was all positive. positive about christmas. about home. about orthopaedics. about exams. like i keep telling myself i can do all these. i know i can. and i know i will. just somehow, things started to head for the worse.
i have never once felt like this in a long time coming. the last i ever felt this way was when i was in imu bukit jalil. and it wasn't very pleasant because i was crying all the time literally. i was crying before i go to sleep. crying before class starts. crying even during class. and i wished i hadn't set foot into medical school.
this is that one time after a very long while. i wished i didn't have to go back to where i was then ever again. all that working so hard at each step along the way feels like its falling apart at this very moment.
just the other day i was flying back to kl. the captain said that there were some technical errors and they had to fix it before we could take off. and when it did, i wished so badly it would come crashing down and burn. i don't know why. but i wished it were me on those everyday news that we see on television.
December 28, 2009
December 5, 2009
the movies!
i realized i haven't done a movie review in a long, long, LOOOOONNNGGG time. all i did was whine and complain about my horrifying life and all those that revolved around it. ok, and maybe at times i shriek for all the good things that has happened so far.
so anyways, life has been good so far. but not today. because i made sasha cry. and i almost got into a major accident on the highway yesterday. sighs. put those aside, and i had a lot of wonderful times the days before.
diwali night was fun. danced bhangra for the first time! i always say you need to have that bit of indian blood to do an indian dance. those hip shaking movesss!! seriously. haha. all that hard work and practice for hoursss! all paid off :)
and next week i have a christmas performance coming up. it never stops does it? the thing with all this is that i really enjoy doing them. i love performing. now that i think of it, maybe i should've gone into music instead. sighs. ok, i love medicine too. damn it.
michael jackson's "this is it" was really good i must say. if you're a mj fan, i'd say go for it! because i loved it. i'm not one of those huge, crazy, obsessed fan, but i love his music. and really, that's all that matters. it's weird to see people sitting down so still in the cinema here in penang when i'm like groovin and dancin to every song! people were starting to think that i may be a tad psychotic. but i don't care! i love it anyways. "the way you make me feel", "thriller", "man in the mirror", "black or white" were all really good! and there's so much more respect for him after seeing him in person like this. really. truly a pop icon, a music genius :)
and you can never expect me to miss out new moon, can you? LOL. new moon is just A-W-E-S-O-M-E! yeah, sundar and ho wai have no taste honestly. i mean sure, it looked as though bella's some two-timer, but i don't care lah! all that matters is edward. and bloody hell, taylor lautner (as someone put it, i forgot who) should remain shirtless ALL THE TIME! lol. when he took off his shirt, i swear any girls' hormones could've raged up and down! honestly, i wasn't very impressed with rob patt. he was just ok. kristen stewart was good. but taylor lautner did a really good job. i felt really depressed over all that issue between him and bella. so yeah. and of course the other veterans like charlie and carlisle are always good. you've gotta give chris weitz that credit for being so faithful to the book. script wise, it was better than the first. every important detail was in. loved it lah anyway!! :)
and oh! i am satisfied with my results. although i failed my paeds paper (totally saw it coming). i love obs and gyn even more now :) but i have to credit this to that pig i know. lol. thank you :) from the bottom of my heart. :)
ok, work time! totally wasted today. i shall stop whining. and start doing something productive. toodles!
so anyways, life has been good so far. but not today. because i made sasha cry. and i almost got into a major accident on the highway yesterday. sighs. put those aside, and i had a lot of wonderful times the days before.
diwali night was fun. danced bhangra for the first time! i always say you need to have that bit of indian blood to do an indian dance. those hip shaking movesss!! seriously. haha. all that hard work and practice for hoursss! all paid off :)
and next week i have a christmas performance coming up. it never stops does it? the thing with all this is that i really enjoy doing them. i love performing. now that i think of it, maybe i should've gone into music instead. sighs. ok, i love medicine too. damn it.
michael jackson's "this is it" was really good i must say. if you're a mj fan, i'd say go for it! because i loved it. i'm not one of those huge, crazy, obsessed fan, but i love his music. and really, that's all that matters. it's weird to see people sitting down so still in the cinema here in penang when i'm like groovin and dancin to every song! people were starting to think that i may be a tad psychotic. but i don't care! i love it anyways. "the way you make me feel", "thriller", "man in the mirror", "black or white" were all really good! and there's so much more respect for him after seeing him in person like this. really. truly a pop icon, a music genius :)
and you can never expect me to miss out new moon, can you? LOL. new moon is just A-W-E-S-O-M-E! yeah, sundar and ho wai have no taste honestly. i mean sure, it looked as though bella's some two-timer, but i don't care lah! all that matters is edward. and bloody hell, taylor lautner (as someone put it, i forgot who) should remain shirtless ALL THE TIME! lol. when he took off his shirt, i swear any girls' hormones could've raged up and down! honestly, i wasn't very impressed with rob patt. he was just ok. kristen stewart was good. but taylor lautner did a really good job. i felt really depressed over all that issue between him and bella. so yeah. and of course the other veterans like charlie and carlisle are always good. you've gotta give chris weitz that credit for being so faithful to the book. script wise, it was better than the first. every important detail was in. loved it lah anyway!! :)
and oh! i am satisfied with my results. although i failed my paeds paper (totally saw it coming). i love obs and gyn even more now :) but i have to credit this to that pig i know. lol. thank you :) from the bottom of my heart. :)
ok, work time! totally wasted today. i shall stop whining. and start doing something productive. toodles!
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