day one of treatment.

rashes surfacing. urine changing colour.

a little overwhelmed.

ill get through this won't i?

keep me in your prayers. 

hanging by a moment

i wished you didn't just say that. no. you didn't.

i miss you. so much. i miss you so, so, so, very much b.

and all i ever wanted was for us to build a family together.

I'm sorry i should've known it must've been tough on your end too. as much as it is for me.

we had it all planned out. we talked about hope and love, and marriage.

you promised.

i did too.

i said i would.

a thousand yes. anytime. anywhere. for you.

will we ever get there?

I've loved you then. i still love you now. so much that it fills my heart with tears.

i want to be the one to walk down this journey with you. together.

please.

i love you.