if You have a plan for me, would You please tell it to me now?

stop these circles for me?

i love that feeling of anticipating for someone, knowing that they'll be here at your end soon. i love that feeling of how they're finally here, and you drive out to pick them up. i love that feeling of how there's so much things you can do with them, even if it's just hanging around at home not doing anything productive.

i love how my mum's here over the weekend. it feels like its been ages since i've gone home. its only been 3 weeks, coming to 4. but maybe its because i've never really gotten that longgggg break at home after an exhausting final exams.

but i hate how she had to leave for home. 800 km away from where i am. i don't suppose i'm ok. i hate sending her down to the cab and watching as it drives out of sight. and then when you come up to the room, it feels empty. just you and that silence. and maybe that youtube video that you'd play it over and over again.

home. 4 days. :)

and so we put our hands together, and pray .. pray for the people of Japan, pray for the world. 

may there be peace on earth. 

the best place to fall asleep is in your arms.

you are my favourite past time :)

i love you.

one week down. it really is fast. and i'm tired already.

adjustment disorder? TOTALLY.

i really do like this town a lot better than seremban (apart from the fact that its further away from home and so i dont get to go home that often and even if i could i wouldnt know how to because everything is so far away and driving takes forever). still trying to get around the place, getting familiar with things, especially mandarin! i must say my mandarin isn't all thattttt bad (LOL!).

i dont know why but i just dont feel like doing anything at all. its either things still haven't quite settled in, or is it because of the overwhelming workload that i'd rather have to run away from it or is it the fact that i'm horribly ill now. farrrrrrking cold and sinusitis and cough shitz (what more combinations can anyone ever ask for?)

i wished he didn't have to go home this week :( i had in my mind even at the start of the week of the things we could do, it's almost like i planned it out so perfectly well already. that japanese restaurant we must must must go to! :) he and i both have this weird taste for japanese food. heh. and then i'd like to bring him shopping (not that batu pahat has a lot of choices to offer but mehhhhh, better than none - secretly waiting for singapore!) because he so needs a wardrobe makeover! then again, it's ok. i suppose we have forever. :)

why am i tired all the time again? growls. i wished i was more UP AND ABOUT! mehhhh.

maya's birthday tonight. two movies tomorrow. and a portfolio to write up (SO SOONNNN??! YES LAH WAT THE FARKKKK).

ps: i miss you already. i missed you yesterday. today. tomorrow. and always ♥

so yes, i passed semester 9. already in semester 10. and it only gets tougher.

shifting to batu pahat here wasn't easy at all. growls. im glad i had mummy and daddy with me :)

and then i had to fall sick and be completely lightheaded and tired and headache with a stupid stuffed nose its irritating!

i wished we were given more time to adjust to things around here and not just throw at us the psychotically heavy workload immediately. sighs.

i do like my new house. my new room. the better food and a wide array of choices to pick from! :)

i only wished he would spend a few minutes of his busy life with me. am i not worth that 15 minutes out of his life?