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i asked myself this everyday of my life since 14 months and 4 weeks ago. i just didn't want to admit it. i just couldn't accept it. because i have given everything at my best. and so i couldn't understand why you don't see me that way.

it's starting to sink in. really. i thank god for making each day a little more bearable for me. and i thank Him for all the people he sends to me every step of my way.

i need to stop. i will.

ps: i'm sorry my readers will have to bear with all these emotional thoughts at its random. it is, afterall, my only way to salvage my sanity.