i wake up every morning, thinking about all that we've said the past two weeks. and then i think about everything that we've said to each other since more than a year ago. all the promises you made to me. all the broken ones. you said you would never hurt me. you would never have the heart to. but you did it, no matter what.

i go to bed every night wishing i had the power to make things right. wishing i could've turned back time to where we could start over. wishing we could still pick up the pieces from where we last left behind and make it happen.

i fake a smile along the corridors when they walk by. i try so hard to talk to people, and pretend to be happy. to be ok. but the truth is, my heart is still shattered. and i can't seem to find a way to fix it back. i don't know how to do it without you.