September 4, 2010

knock me down

i don't know how i can put myself out there. and let you walk all over me. you squeezed. you drained. you stomped. you sucked every living breath out of me.

the amazing thing is i allow all of that to happen.

because i'm afraid.

but it's weird.

because i don't know what i'm afraid of losing.

funny.

funny how i can put myself back together into one piece. as if nothing has happened.

again and again.

and then you shatter me to the ground. break me into pieces.

and then i put myself back again.

for you.

they say it's difficult to mend a broken heart.

mine is dead.

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