I Don't Know You Anymore

and yes it is true when they say that there is a reason for everything that has happened.

so true.

and that there's a reason why at some point of your life, some people leave and some, they stay.

i think i've witnessed that enough for myself and it had to take me so long to realize the value of this.

i think i'm more appreciative of the people i have in my life right now. NOT that i don't usually do. but i do MORE now. teehee =D

it's sad to see someone who was once your friend change into something that you don't know anymore. that feeling of helplessness to see him plunge into that deep dark abyss. and all you can do is to wish him well in all and yes, better still, wished we didn't ever have to meet again. EVER. or talk. or msn. it is sad.

so yes, there is a reason to why we didn't ever workout. i'd be damned. can't thank my lucky stars enough ? :)

and for a moment, the current "he" is so much better than the previous "he". i just suddenly feel the need to appreciate him more. and then stop demanding all the things i demanded from him since 2 months ago. LOL. and then i shall compromise :)

♥ i miss him more ♥