2 months

today is the 12th.

it has been 2 months since then.

and again, no progress.

no answer.

nothing.

you don't ever care, do you?

and you don't ever remember.

with you, it's always about evading the whole situation and problem that is staring right at our bloody faces.

and you choose to ignore.

it's ok.

i just give up.

i just need the right time.

the courage to make that decision that is what's best for me.

even if it meant losing you.

i'd rather be losing you now, than to lose you forever.

i want you.

but i need to let you go.

i need to let me go.

i'd rather us be the best of friends, than to end up being away from each others' lives.

i don't want that for us.

i don't want that for me.

help.