Favourite Oscar moments =)

Of course it had to be when Robert Pattinson was on the red carpet and when he presented with Amanda Seyfried. LOL. Mich and i were messaging each other in the morning of the Oscar day, both gasping for air and melting when we saw him. Sigh. I want a man like that :)


Hugh Jackman's opening was great. He really is such a talented guy! Singing, dancing, acting and all, he nailed it! =) Love wolverine!! Definitely worth the title "sexiest man alive".



This is a video of Kunio Kato, who won best animated short film. It is hilarious. Completely hilarious!! I almost peed in my pants i swear. LOL. (i should be less disgusting too LOL)



Kate Winslet deserves every bit of that award.

From Titanic,


To this,

She is definitely one of the best actresses i've seen so far. Loved her ever since Titanic =) I cried like an emo kid again. I have no clue why. Sigh.

Of course, Meryl Streep is a legend. Period.

Changeling is actually pretty good. Watched it a few days ago and i am actually surprised at how much i really liked it. However, Jolie's acting was just okkk. Maybe the Oscar next year. LOL.

I watched Rachel Getting Married too. And i HATED it. I have never hated an Anne Hathaway movie, but this is one movie that i really dislike. I slept throughout most parts. It is utterly terrible. I'd rather she do Brokeback Mountain all over again. Tsk.

Heath Ledger, I LOVE YOU!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥

A Little More

Mich's visit here was so much of fun! We were both looking forward to it for such a long time and it finally came true =) Even getting the hotels for her parents were exciting! and i swear i couldn't sleep the night before. I mean seriously, it feels like Edward's coming to town and i'm getting all restless and excited and all those palpitations (gasp!) and those fluttering heart sounds! LOL Of course we're both straight (like duh) but ive been missing her so much since the end of our bukit jalil days and now we can finally, properly, catch up with each other!

Day 1: I took her for chee cheong fun (pg's version. kl's suck) and naturally, she loved it. Who wouldn't? Steamboat for dinner was great. My favourite place for a steamboat like since forever! And i'm glad she and her parents loved it =) We were supposed to have supper after that, but uhm..nevermind. And since we were bloated, we decided to head home and watch some tv. Mulan!! LOL =D Funny how we both really love mulan and never get tired of it even though it was like the 100001th time we were watching it on Disney.

Day 2: Dim sum in the morning! I have this picture of her at the dim sum place but she already killed me for it for posting it up on facebook, so i shall reserve them here. Go check my facebook!!!! ahaha! And then, Gossip Girl came into the picture. More like it came into my life. Mich brought this whole stack of GG Season 1 to watch with me and yeah, i'm like some GG addict now. Tsk! How am i supposed to catch up with it once im in seremban??!!! GG reviews and updates in the next post (this is supposed to be about the trip).

And then of course one would have to have a laksa in penang =) and pancake! (ban/man chang kuih in hokkien)..yummy!! Then headed off to buy mich's shoes in Prangin mall (she bought TWO, that woman!) and then tonnes of DVDs!! (twilight isn't out yet sobs) and she bought GG season 2. Great. I just hate how much i love GG. GRRrrr..

We drove to EnO Hotel after that. The back of the hotel has this absurdly beautiful scenery. The sea front, the wonderful garden and the hotel itself looks exceptionally pretty with its colonial looks and really antique furnishings. Love it to bits. Both our weddings will be there. Definitely.


What's a Valentine's day without a date right. Whoever says that it has to be the opposite sex? And never in my 20 years here on earth have i thought that it was really such a special day. I mean sure, it is some occasion. I just never thought it is that huge that all restaurants or any other dining places were gonna be fully booked! Poor mummy had to call each and every restaurant we could think of to try and get a place for us both. So we finally got Mizi's and it was definitely one night to remember (aherm, mich??). There were this 2 really good looking white guys just next to our table, and they kept looking at us (of course its only mich) the moment we entered the restaurant. Sigh. Melting so much!! ♥ ♥ ♥


Wanted to go gurney after that for a walk but traffic was really slow there (more like stagnant). So we went to marina's. Great, great view too. Then we spent the whole night, plus morning, watching GG =D LOL

Day 3: Had brunch at Carnation bak kut teh at Gurney. Oh, i forgot to mention GG in the morning (again!). It is insane. Totally.

3 days just flew by. Sent mich off and here i am, alone again. Sigh.

Depression is setting in already. I hate to count the number of days left to the end of freedom, to the end of my fantastic time at home. I hate to even think of it. I know i don't really have much of a choice. I just hope i could have a little bit more of time here. Just a little more...

Visitor :)

Michelle is coming to Penang now!! GASP!! I am so excited!

Great. The unit upstairs have to start their renovations today. Great. Just great.

Happiness

Yes, i am back. After 2 weeks of being just plain busy preparing for CNY (i cleaned my whole house all by myself mind you), and immersing myself in the much anticipated oh-my-god-i'm-free-of-exams CNY celebration, collecting ang pows which are decreasing in number year by year (just because i'm no longer a kid), visiting relatives and friends and spending time with them, playing mahjong! (gasp i think i might be addicted to it), watching guilt-free tv and throwing myself at a never-ending supply of food that came my way at each and every turn. It was really busy and i hardly got enough of sleep each day! But behind all that sleep deprivation and stomachache from eating too much, i loved every moment of it. I don't know if it would be the same next year. I don't know if my schedule will unable me to come home. I don't know if i'd be spending it alone and away. I don't know if i'd be missing all the fun at home. And so i knew i had to appreciate every moment of it this year.

Let the pictures do their talking. All the morning dim sum, and the steamboats, and the lunch and dinners..=D

2nd day of cny. Dim sum with the whole family.

Lunch with my besties: Mei, Catherine and Diana (below)



Steamboat with the whole CLS gang. Loved it!

2 weeks in just a blink of an eye. I would've want to relive it again. Sigh.

Guess what. I used my ang pow money to buy my 4 twilight books! GASP!
Eclipse and Breaking Dawn were practically out of stock. I mean seriously?! At when i am in a dire need of it?! The whole of Penang was practically without those two. Especially after reading New Moon, i remember telling Mich how obsessed i am with it, how depressed!! And how suicidal i was feeling after the 2nd and to top it off, i couldn't lay my hands on any of the 3rd and 4th because they were out of stock and it would apparently, only come in in 2/3 weeks time. Man that's a long time. Long enough to tempt me to jump off my building. Long enough to drive me insane! But, they say God works in miraculous ways. Mich got MPH midvalley to courier the two final books all the way here to Gurney MPH !!! I can never thank you enough darling. I love you! I'd definitely do the same for you if things turned out to be the opposite. You don't even have to ask. =) It was funny how she got all excited about me getting my books as well and the insane anxiety that attacked me at that time! I swear i could just die, literally.

I got my books after 4 days! And i finished them already! They are just brilliant. Absolutely breath-taking. Exceptionally good. I can literally feel them you know. And it made me cry so much. Edward is every girl's fantasy. He is what every guy should become. If you haven't seen the Edward groups in Facebook, you really should check them out. There's this one that goes "Because i read Twilight, i have unrealistic expectations in men" LOL. Mich and i were talking about how depressing the whole saga made us. Like if there is an Edward out there for the two of us. No we're not sharing an Edward but two Edwards for each of us. LOL. We can only hope.I can't wait for all movies to come out!!

I can't live in a world where you don't exist.

Incomprehensible

Firstly, ballet turned out fine yesterday. So much for the adrenaline rush. LOL. Then again, it was just Annabelle. I'm sure if it was Teacher Priscilla, i'd be dead by now. Yesterday's class reminded me a lot of our old times in the grades. All the fun, jokes, and the silly little things that we do like rolling our eyes over some lame girl in class (haha, that was funny. don't think she ever got it). But there was one point when Teacher Annabelle lifted my leg to almost 150 degrees, i swear i thought my leg would break. Haha although it didn't at that time, they're both completely sore now. I can't even walk properly. tsk!

Enough about ballet. Today didn't go that well. Dad woke me up at 825 am. 825am. 825 am. On a non-schooling day. I mean seriously. Fine, we were supposed to pick mum up for breakfast. Of course i was a bit cranky, who wouldn't be?! Then about an hour ago, mum yelled at me while i was driving for NO APPARENT REASON. Really, it's a long story. And she was yelling at how fast i was speeding and guess what, i was only going at 40km/hour. 40 40 40 40 40 40 40. It wasnt even 400. Please, somebody, anybody, tell me 40 is fast, and i swear i will personally slit your throat and cut you into pieces and roll a car over you. The funny thing is, i came back and talked to diana and sooi phing about it, instead they both told me they're in the exact same situation as i am. LOL. What is wrong with parents?!

I never understood parents. Maybe i thought i did. Now i don't think i do. I hate it when they don't practice what they preach. I hate it when they never admit they're wrong. I hate it when they don't say "sorry" even though they know they're wrong. They're always right. We're always wrong. Somehow, they just have something to say about the things that we do. We're no perfect beings. We're just humans. I can't be who you want me to be. I am me. I am myself. I am not you. I can't think like you. I can't speak like you. I am just not you!!! I'm not the one who always thinks i'm right. I'm always the one that says "sorry" even when i don't think i'm wrong. As much as i had to admit it, i feel like i'm just saying it for the sake of saying it. Sigh There are times when i wished i didn't have to come back. Don't get me wrong. I am grateful for the things i have. I am grateful for having my parents. It is just little things like these that makes me think twice.

Ballet Ballet Ballet

Oh god..i'm going to ballet in half an hour's time. I am definitely getting the chills. Having been absent for almost one and a half years is definitely no good for the legs, for the body, for the arms and for the nerves!! Thank god it's only Teacher Annabelle today. Please let her be kind =)

Blessed :)

OMG OMG OMG i passed. Thank god. I passed. Give me a moment..

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

And I Pray...

I have never, ever, EVER been that lucky person to win a contest or so. Even in lucky draws. Let's just say luck has never been on my side.

But I won this! OMG OMG OMG i need a breather! Thanks to The Star and the AMBP :) I know it's nothing too great to shout about but it's just the fact that it's the first time i ever won anything out of a contest and it feels great (my aunt was so annoyed at me jumping up and down right at her face LOL)


Today's the day. I hope i pass. I hope everyone pass. No tears. Just smiles and laughter. Please god. And i pray....

Pain In The Head

I have never, in my entire 20 years, seen or come across anyone that is so calculative and meticulous right up to the very last cent in their stinking pockets. I mean if we were talking about a hundred bucks or more, thousands and millions, then i'd be burning your ass everyday to get you to return me my money. No, this post is not about people owing me money, neither do i owe anyone money. On my part, i'm rather particular about returning someone's cash after i've borrowed it because i just don't like the fact that i'm using someone else's cash and it just keeps running back and forth at the back of my head. But that's just me. I thought i've had enough of stingy, selfish and meticulous people in my life for the past two years and i was glad that it was gonna be the last that i'd see of her/him. Then again, i guess i was wrong. I just don't know why shitty things like this happen to me. EVERYTIME. I wonder if i have this tendency of attracting negative energy and negative people to myself. Seriously, just cut me some slack. I've had enough of thinking to do and i really don't need you to complicate it for me. Technically, you are right. But there are certain times in life where there is no need to apply the exact right thing to do if it was only going to hurt everyone else. I'm not sure if you've heard of this word "COMPROMISE"? Yeah, you better damn do now. Go get a dictionary. I have an Oxford if you need one. Seriously.

Anyways, part of me is glad that things have turned out the way they are now. Not all of it, but some. Definitely a lesson worth learning. I just hope that the new year will turn out better than it is now. Oh, i'm not sure if you peeps have noticed.

I LOVE TRAVIS!!!!!!!!! =D WE THE KINGS ROCKS!!

Another Day, Another Beginning

I never thought that this day would ever arrive. It seemed like it was taking an eternity and it was far from being near. I still remember the days when i'd complain EVERYDAY to mich on the phone about how this is really taking a toll on all of us (or maybe it's just us both) and how the first thing that comes into my mind every morning i wake up is how many sets of notes i need to cover for the day and how much i can recall what i studied the night before. It really is that pathetic and it seemed as though this madness was never gonna end. Don't even begin asking me how the papers turned out because i think alot would agree with me that they caught us at where we least expected it.

So, here it is. The end of Phase I, the start of another new chapter. Apart from praying hard everyday and hoping and hoping everyone of us pass the papers (just a pass would suffice, really!!), i feel that bit of sadness in me to see those people that i've grown accustomed to meeting everyday, leave. I wish each and everyone of you all the success you can get and all the best in all that you do. I'm sure our paths would cross again someday soon. Mich, we still have 8 more months before you finally take leave, i don't know how many pails i should carry to the airport to fill them with my tears (honestly!) and i don't know what i'd do without you here with me, keeping me sane. I love you! I'm waiting for our date here in Penang and maybe someday (i hope), we'd have our date in Galway.

To be honest, it does feel a little weird now that i don't have to worry about studying. Not that i don't enjoy not thinking about my notes, but it just feels a little off after worrying about them for almost 2 months. I am glad i'm having guilt-free tv now LOL and lots and lots of movies =) More and more day dreaming about how Edward is gonna swoop down on a white unicorn and carry me in his arms and we'd ride off into the endless sunset. And how we'd have lots and lots of little Edwards and Mabels running around the garden (boy, are they a handful to look after?!) and we'd live happily ever after =) sighssssssss...

And oh! Kudos to the convo mag team for the wonderful mag. Loved it =)

That's me and my page mates Huiling (i miss her!), Malini and Mastura. It's funny how Mastura and I both chose ABBA's song as our theme song LOL

This is the one shoe that i really really love which i bought the other day (just before exam) LOL. Yeah couldn't stop my itchy hands =D


This is New Year's Eve with mummy. Very sad one, indeed. Of course i'd still have to smile for the camera LOL

Christmas!

Summative is finally over. Not like its the ultimate key to freedom but at least it's one burden off the shoulder. Wouldn't want to mention how it went at all. Then i took two and a half days off from studying. Completely away from the notes and books because i just thought i really needed that.

Stayed over at Mich's place on Sunday and we had so much of fun! I brought my Renal notes over to study together but we ended up watching Bella and Edward's kissing scene on youtube (and i swear to god we both look like we're watching porn in the living room with the parents gone) LOL. It's amazing how time flies when you spend it with people that you really love. Sigh. Then, we brought out her christmas tree and we decorated it!!! =D So proud of us both! The pics are not up yet, soon. Damn funny lah the both of us. And pretty retarded too.

I can't wait to go home this Wednesday already! It's christmas eve! One year gone. And again. Can't wait to see mom and dad, can't wait to see two precious, new things that i own now which is waiting for me at home, can't wait for the christmas dinner, can't wait to be back just where i belong! =)

If i could write to Santa and of course, if that cute little old man truly does exist *grins*, i'd ask him to :

1. let me pass my eos 5
2. let Mich, Surin and the rest of the batch pass too
3. keep my family safe, happy, and healthy
4. get Edward to bite me
5. get Edward to steal me away and ride with me, off into the sunset in that charming white horse!

Happy holidays everyone and merry christmas! =)

Tagged by Patsy

Rules and Regulations...

1. Do all the tags and do not copy the answers.
2. Tag 10 people before you do the tag.
3. Who I tag...

- Hui Fang
- Siao Wei
- Joon Heng
- Swee Leen
- C Mei
- Kelly
- Siu Yun
- Denise
- Elaine Chee
- Ivan

How you know 1?- Hui Fang
We share the same music teacher for years and years!


What would you do if you never meet 2?- Siao Wei
I'd die in ballet and i'd miss all the silly things we say and do =)


What would u do if 3 & 4 dated u? -Joon Heng and Swee Leen
*paused* erm it'd be fine with Joon but Swee Leen??!! Teong Rhen would chop me into pieces!


Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?- C Mei and Kelly
Yeahhh put them together and you shall have a food party every other day seriously. but i think they'd make a good couple. LOL kelly, papa r u reading this?!


Do u think 7 is attractive? - Siu Yun
She's got this really cute smile =)


Do u know anything about 8’s family?- Denise
Actually, i don't. LOL Sorry lahh denise! Like we only meet in ballets =(


Tell me something about 9. - Elaine Chee
This woman is just stunningly pretty (don't kembang) and aherm, i just found out one hot news about her recently. Ask me if you wanna know or just ask her *grins*


What language does 2 speaks? - Siao Wei
English, Mandarin, Hokkien, Canton (slightly i think) and some weird, unearthly language LOL


Who is 3 going out with? - Joon Heng
Joon! who are you goin out with?! Bella's off limits LOL


How old is 4? - Swee Leen
21 =D


When was the last time u talked to 5? - C Mei
As in face to face, that would be since.....July? At times square. But we've been connecting through the msn, blog etc etc


Who is 6's favorite singer? - Kelly
mmmmmm...i don't know =(


Would you date 7 ? - Siu Yun
Yeah, when i have balls below LOLLLL


Is 8 single? - Denise
Maybe, maybe not


What is 9 last name? - Elaine Chee
Chee Sue Ching =)


Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? - Hui Fang
No. She's not Edward. Or Joe. Or Michael. Or David.


Which school does 2 go to? - Siao Wei
PCGHS all the way and now, Uni Melb. Hate her.


What do you like about 3? - Joon Heng
He's a nice guy. Sweet. And likes Twilight too!!!

Beautiful

Whatever happened to beauty is in the eyes of the beholder?

Twilight At Last!

Yeah you know it! Mich and I went for Twilight already!

TWILIGHT.TWILIGHT.TWILIGHT.TWILIGHT.TWILIGHT.TWILIGHT.

This post, i dedicate to my beloved Michelle =) Who dragged me out of this notable despair, to her aunt's place for lunch (it felt like i was on the way meeting my future boyfriend's parents seriously), and then telling me we're going for twilight. There was this moment of silence and my heart literally stopped beating. No palpitations. Time froze. (you know like how you watch it in matrix). And then, SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!! Trust me, the look on my face was priceless. And on the way, we both just kept muttering, "omg, i cannot believe we're watching twilight". OMG OMG. Shut up!

It was impossible to take the thought of me going to watch twilight out of my mind. I figured i would never be able to catch in theatres and i've already given up procrastinating and i told myself that i'd just probably have to settle with a pirated dvd copy which i'd buy from midlands and watch it back at home where my dad's stereo isn't all that bad either.

This was a huge, huge, huge surprise. I can never thank you enough Mich. And to your mum and dad =)

Rob Patt's acting skills were a bit off at times. But i don't know who else would be fit enough to play Edward other than him. His looks are just killing. From the moment he came on screen till the end, we both couldn't stop gasping for air. Seriously. My, my, isn't Cam Gigandet (who plays James the tracker) a hotty too? LOL. And Emmett. And Carlisle. Oh my, Carlisle. I suppose Adrian's right afterall. Carlisle is indeed HOT. lol. Then again, you know how when you take a novel and translate it into a movie and the director doesn't exactly follow each and every detail from the book? Yeah, you get a little, just a little disappointed, like you know this part could've been so much better if they just follow the exact plot and all. But overall, i loved it. I don't know bout y'all, but Mich and i went ga-ga.

I'm a happy girl now =) With Edward emotionally by my side, i'm sure i'd pull through life. LOL These are just two pics that i really love. There are MORE. They're in my laptop and i sent them to Mich and she drooled so much that even Tia (her dog) couldn't even drool as much.




Twilight, at last.

Broken

It's too much and she just can't take it anymore. Afterall, she's only human. But a human with a heart as a fragile as this.

Funnies

This is so funny honestly. Hui Fang sent it to me and i thought i ought to share it with you people. LOL

An article by a Malaysian muslim on the recent ban by the Fatwa council on yoga

Subject: Fatwa-fatwa yang akan datang - Please read

> Makin hari umat Islam makin ditindas dan dikongkong. Bukan oleh orang Cina, atau orang India atau orang Yahudi atau orang Kristian. Tetapi dianiya dan dikongkong oleh orang Islam/Melayu sendiri. Please read on.

> Selepas fatwa pengharaman yoga, fatwa-fatwa yang akan datang adalah seperti berikut :
>
> Disember 2008
> Orang Islam dilarang mandi di kolam renang awam. Di kolam
> renang awam, akan terdapat orang-orang yang bukan Islam yang
> memakai pakaian renang yang singkat dan mendedahkan aurat
> (terutamanya amoi-amoi china yang cun dan seksi). Ini boleh
> menjejaskan akidah orang Islam. Cara yang paling baik ialah
> kita haramkan orang Islam dari kolam renang awam.
>
> Januari 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang pergi ke Pulau Pinang. Ketua Menteri
> Pulau Pinang adalah seorang yang bukan Islam and majoriti
> penduduk Pulau Pinang adalah orang yang bukan Islam. Apabila
> seorang Islam berada di Pulau Pinang , beliau mungkin
> terhidu bau char keoy tiaw yang dimasak oleh orang bukan
> Islam dan ini boleh merosakkan akidah kita. Cara yang paling
> baik ialah kita haramkan orang Islam dari pergi ke Pulau
> Pinang. Orang Islam yang kini tinggal di Pulau Pinang akan
> diberi elaun pindah sebanyak RM 3000 untuk membantu mereka
> berpindah ke negeri-negeri yang lain. Perpindahan ke negeri
> Kelantan dan Terengganu amat amat digalakkan.
>
> Februari 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang meminum root beer. Walaupun root beer
> tidak mengandungi alkohol, namun perkataan "beer"
> ini boleh menimbulkan keghairan dan kelakuan tidak senonoh
> di kalangan orang Islam. Dengan pengharaman root beer, orang
> Islam bolehlah meminum minuman ringan yang lain tanpa
> was-was. Ginger beer juga diharamkan.
>
> March 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang memakan di kedai Mamak. Walaupun mamak
> kebanyakkannya Islam, tetapi asal usul mereka adalah India
> dan ada kemungkinan terdapat unsur-unsur India di dalam
> perniagaan mereka seperti bercakap Tamil dan memakai seluar
> dalam buatan India . Untuk mengelakkan sebarang syak
> wasangka, mulai 1 Mac 2009, orang Islam dilarang dari
> memakan di kedai mamak (kecuali Tun Mahatir kerana dia
> sendiri mamak kelas I)
>
> April 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang bermain ping pong atau table tennis.
> Ping pong berasal dari negeri China dan oleh yang demikian,
> mungkin terdapat unsur-unsur agama Buddha atau Confuciusism
> di dalam permainan ping pong. Ornag Islam yang terlalu
> banyak bermain ping pong akan terjejas akidah mereka.
> Sebagai permainan alternatif, orang Islam digalakkan bermain
> sepak raga (tetapi bola raga mesti buatan Malaysia , bukan
> dari Thailand ).
>
> Mei 2009
> Orang Islam yang berkerja dengan kerajaan dilarang
> mengambil gaji masing-masing. Ini kerana sebahagian besar
> pendapatan kerajaan adalah cukai pendapatan yang dibayar
> oleh syarikat-syarikat orang bukan Islam. Orang Islam
> digalakkan meminta sedekah dari orang Islam yang lain. Untuk
> memudahkan permintaan sedekah, bakal peminta sedekah
> digalakkan mencangkung di hadapan bangunan UMNO..
>
> Jun 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang keluar negara. Terdapat terlalu banyak
> godaan yang boleh meruntuhkan akhlak dan akidah orang Islam.
> Perkara ini telahpun dikaji dengan teliti hasil lawatan
> sambil belajar ke Bangkok oleh Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan
> baru-baru ini. Oleh yang demikian, orang orang Islam diminta
> menyerahkan balik paspot masing-masing ke jabatan immigresen
> secepat mungkin. Perjalanan keluar negara hanya dibenarkan
> untuk menteri-menteri dan orang kuat UMNO sahaja, itupun
> hanya jika diiringi oleh ahli Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan.
>
> Julai 2009
> Orang Islam dilarang berfikir di waktu siang. Kebanyakkan
> masalah jenayah dan maksiat wujud kerana orang-orang yang
> tak ada kerja berfikir yang bukan-bukan. Untuk membenteras
> maslah jeneyah dan maksiat, orang-orang Islam mulai 1 Julai
> 2009, dilarang dari menggunakan otak mereka diwaktu siang.
> Pemikiran mereka akan dipantau oleh Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan
> dengan menggunakan sekumpulan specially trained monkeys.
> Orang Islam boleh menggunakan otak mereka di waktu malam
> tetapi pemikiran dihadkan kepada perkara-perkara berkaitan
> dengan makan dan minum sahaja.

Say No

No. I am not lending anyone my notes for photocopying anymore. Don't ask me why. Just shut up.

Michelle says i should get over it. LOL

ps: i am currently reading twilight. and i'm a pain to my own arse cos i just can't stop now. you have no idea how much of strength and effort is needed to look away from it. TSK!!!!

Pouts

No, life isn't fair at all. Completely unfair! Mock osce had to be one day before the release of Twilight (the first screening) and exams have to be so near and now i can't go watch it =( To go all the way to the theatres to catch it would probably take too much out of me cos i'm constantly pressing for time and when i have a little bit of time, I NEED IT TO BREATHE. And the first Twilight book is just literally next door to me (with Yilin) and here am i, controlling that every ounce of tempation that is drawing me to it. I know if i start reading it, i won't stop till i finish all four and i know that's gonna be costly no matter how fast a reader i am. Tsk! The thought of Robert Pattinson just drives me crazy! And Kristen Stewart is just plain stunning. Period.


Everyone's on holidays now. SPM ended, STPM might've/already ended and the whole damn world is already in the festive mood. And tell me what am i doing here now?! Studying. Great lah seriously.

Tagged by Joon

6 Things i'm passionate about

1. Music
Which includes playing the piano, practising my terrible violin skills and guitar and performing! And singing (i might not have celine dion's vocal cords, or whitney houston's, but it's not like the world would crumble apart when i start singing, so haha) I say, no music, no life!

2. Dancing
Definitely ballet, my all-time favourite classical dance =) Despite my not-so-perfect physique for ballet, i still love it. Love ballroom dancing too! I have to thank Mich for this because she suggested i do ballroom dancing for my first elective and i absolutely fell in love with it ie waltz, tango!

3. Movies, TV or any kind of entertainment that helps to perk up my sad, dull life =) And again, no tv, no life!

4. Westlife. Need i explain more? I mean if you don't know how insanely i am in love with these lads, then you don't know me at all. Seriously.

5. Novels. Only good books. I tend to keep only the good ones =)

6. Shopping. I'm a little divided on this. I tend to have a special certain day where i'd go crazy which is when the intense shopping craze sets in and that's when i really really need to buy a pair of shoes, clothes and all. LOL.

7. I'd add football as an extra one here. Not that i follow closely each and every match from the EPLs and Champion Leagues and what other leagues there are, but my favourite team has always been Manchester United. I give credit to my cousin bro who kept going "goal goal goal!" in my face ages ago and when he had David Beckham's face plastered all over his wall. And no, my cousin bro isn't gay you baboon. I like the other teams for their good-looking players but that's just about it. There's just something about ManU.

6 Books i read recently

no i'm not taking into account those freakin medical textbooks that i read. They're not books. They're encyclopedias. Which means, they're impossible.

1. 5 people you meet in heaven by Mitch Albom

2. Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom

3. All 6 installments of Harry Potter (i never get tired of reading them over and over again)

4. Angela's Ashes by Frank McCourt

5. 'Tis by Frank McCourt

6. LOTR by Tolkien

6 songs/albums

1. Definitely Westlife. I never get tired of all of the albums

2. The Corrs. Every album again. Love them so much! Wish they didn't have to get married and give birth to so many now that they have to retire from this biz. Tsk

3. The book of love by Peter Gabriel.

4. Jim Brickman. This man is a legend.

5. Come on get higher by Matt Nathanson.

6. World on fire by Sarah Mclachlan.

7. Jonas brothers!!!!

6 things i have learnt this past year

1. Women make up half of the population of the world.

2. Multiple sex partners can lead to AIDS, syphilis etc etc

3. Guys are idiots

4. Speak up for myself

5. Never lend anyone anything that's valuable to you unless you trust/know him/her

6. Time and tide waits for no man

6 valuable things i own

1. My piano, my clavi, my guitar and violin

2. ballet shoes

3. Handphone

4. Laptop

5. Westlife albums

6. Sailormoon DVDs

6 bloggers i tag

1. Siao Wei
2. Hui Fang
3. Denise
4. Patsy
5. Ivan
6. Cynthia

There And Back Again

It is depressing to think that i won't be going home until a month later, which is exactly on christmas eve. Even then, i've thought about not going back for christmas too until my crazy exams are over but then again, i suppose it's too much to ask of myself considering the fact that i've actually never been away from home for more than a month (i somehow have to go back once every three weeks or two, which means being away for month is a pretty damn good achievement now) and i just can't bear to spend christmas away from home and alone here in sad, depressing KL.

What's more disappointing is that i can't attend Jasmin's charity concert on Dec1 and i would really love to perform for her and be involve in such various ways! I miss being on centre-stage. I even missed attending Priscilla's charity concert and i missed all the ballet performances (Cyn's Paquita, Fame, Mamma Mia etc etc)! All because of the very fact that i am no longer in penang. Life isn't fair at all, is it? I mean these are things that i'm really passionate about and what the hell now.

I think i don't have a life right now. I will have one soon, but not yet. Not until this madness is over that i can fly, high hiGH HIGH up into the sky!! Ok i need to come down now. But you get the idea of how excited i am to get rid of this seriously. All i'm saying is my life right now revolves around going back and forth to uni, having lunch and dinner which is the only time my thoughts aren't with the piles of notes that fill up half my study table, and trying to get ahead of time just so i can finish studying within this utterly, unbelievably, crazily and insanely short period of time that has been allocated.

Life at home is so much better. I just wish that i never have to grow up. I have an effin' mock osce coming up this friday and nothing's going in my head and i need to make time to read my stupid csu notes and on top of it, do revision because this is the only time that i can do so.

MY GOD! My life is just so pathetic and i think i'm going berserk! Maybe i have schizophrenia.