doesn't matter anymore now. your promises remain as lies. your sorrys are merely just words uttered in a feeble attempt to get your way back into me. it don't matter anymore. because you won't ever get it. you won't ever see the flaws within your own self. i can only do this much. i am limited afterall. i don't have so many chances to give, i don't have a lifetime to wait. i am not God.

sure, we're happy a lot of the times, but we're also fighting most of the time. i can only be amazed at how many a times i've forgiven you and taken you back into my life. like i said, there is always a limit. to everything. a woman should never have been treated such by a man, let alone multiple unforgiving times. its sad to see how i am such a fool. an idiot who has succumbed to her own actions and foolish thoughts.

then again, people do stupid foolish things when they're in love. maybe it is time for me to take a step back and look at the bigger picture on the other things that i'm missing in life. by then, it probably won't be you anymore.