Let It Fall Like Rain

it's been a week. funny. cos it doesn't feel that way at all.

it's been 2 weeks. coming to 3. tomorrow is the 3rd week.

i don't know if things could go back to where and how it was before.

you know when it's going nowhere when it reaches that plateau and the world becomes static.

void of all movements.

and you can't ask.

because when you do, you appear desperate.

you're needy.

you're gasping.

that heavy breathing is all you hear.

you are neither in or out.

if only you would care to know how it feels.

how this feels.

how i feel.

i'm tired of working.

i'm tired of thinking.

i need to lay me to rest.

but i can't.

i don't know how.

that deep dark abyss surrounds me in silence.

that facade failed.

you see it all.

and i cry in pain.