June 5, 2009

The Living And The Dead

Maybe it's my period. Maybe it's the dysmenorrhea. Maybe its the pimple that pops out so annoyingly at every change in my hormonal cycle each month.

I don't feel alive. I don't feel like i'm here. I'm beginning to feel like i'm losing myself in the midst of this fervent heat of worrying but not doing anything about it at all. I can feel the walls closing in on me like a wave of messed up thoughts just suffocating me.

And i'm falling off the edge.

Stoned.

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